i'm emo tdy sia.. dunno y.. mayb too tired plus nvr c dear very long liao.. then work thingy nt smoothly goin on.. like very messy lei tdy.. urghhhh.. i mayb laughin alot tdy bt then i'm emo.. dun wan pple to worry too much so put on a mask lo.. actually goin out juz nw bt aft tt jiu cancel away.. then otw hm i like very emo lo.. listen to my itouch de some emo song.. haha.. like a freak suddenly.. hopefully tml i will feel better ba.. haiz..

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12:21 AM
tdy went out kinda early.. haha.. meet dear at 3pm.. spend more time tgt tdy.. went for movie at 5 plus.. bt bfore movie, we went to look for steph n michelle for awhile.. wanted to watch tgt bt end up didnt.. we watched "The Losers".. movie is nt bad sia.. haha.. kinda funny too.. then aft tt jiu dinner.. the nicest thing is we went to singapore flyer.. wahahahaha.. is like finally to me man.. hee.. took e ride n gt nice view at certain part.. bt didn take any photos coz too dark.. bt i enjoyed the ride much.. he also happy la.. bt i feel tt is kinda fast lei.. haha.. dunno y.. bt is like everytime meet up, the time sure pass very fast.. aft e ride, we went back to his place to gt his car to meet his friend n then send me hm.. feelin happy thru out the meet up.. haha.. nw back hm le.. when i think of tml gotta work liao is like kinda fast.. this whole wk i'm busy max.. frm tues workin till sun.. haha.. feel like a full timer this wk la.. rest one day nia.. hopefully can survive well.. very long nvr like tt le.. new day tml:) nite pple.. tata~

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1:37 AM
i'm tired man.. goin to slp damn soon le.. was workin on fri which was ytd.. worked w newbie.. thought he shu b more experience in sales line bt then nope.. he is nt.. gt stocks came n is 400 ovr pcs.. i actually first time took e whole day to do the stock lo.. damn man.. summore three persons workin sia.. he worked damn slow sia.. slowly find price tag, nvr adjust time n date n need me to remind him everytime lei.. i nearly flare up sia bt then i feel is nt what i shu do so i juz ignore n do everything myself.. urghhhh.. i didn expect him to work so slow.. kp tellin him to work faster so tt he can go hm on the dot bt no.. he didn.. he take his own sweet time to do everything.. end up also cant finish e stock.. need to continue e next day.. bt i'm nt workin so still alright la.. haha.. kinda mean to laugh when there is stock plus my colleagues need to do n i'm relaxin.. haha.. bt cant blame me.. i'm nt workin tml.. i'm nt scheduled in ma.. hee.. i think i better slp le.. gt feelin someone is goin to nag liao.. haha.. nitez everyone.. tata~

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1:00 AM
i'm leavin tonight le.. so fast is my first vacation of the yr.. sat night will b back in spore le.. gonna miss tml de lao po gatherin!!!! sry merry lao po.. ytd night went out awhile w stephanie n some other friends.. ytd very guai coz i went hm early.. haha.. no choice la coz need to rest early also.. i knw steph cant bear me to leave for e few days bt then i'll b back very soon de.. two days ltr jiu back le.. i'll miss u!!! will meet up soon aft i'm back.. saw r ytd night also.. felt delighted actually.. at least can c him bfore i go for my vacation.. chatted w him this mornin aft he finished work.. chatted awhile coz he need his rest n so m i too.. tml n sat mornin cant talk to him coz i'm nt back yet.. sat night then can hear his voice n text w him.. although nw can still text n chat awhile.. nw is waitin for dad, jie n jie fu to b back hm then they prepared finish le jiu leave le.. abt another 3 hrs jiu need to go le.. damn miss him le.. urghhhh.. i also miss my evan lao po they all, steph darlin n jac darlin.. urghhhh!!!!! i want time to pass faster so tt i can talk, play, hear n text w e ones tt i missed!!!!!!!!!!! shall end my post here.. will blog again when i'm back frm my vacation.. lovezzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!

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2:50 PM
tml startin work le.. finally i'm workin aft two mths sia.. kinda excited to e max lo.. haha.. this wk jiu will miss abit of the partyin stuff esp. tml de ladies night.. haha.. ytd went out w r.. hee.. watched movie n had dinner tgt at romantic place.. wahahaha.. felt happy at tt point of time.. hee.. aft our dinner, his friend came down to find him then jiu send me hm le.. actually, ytd was a special day for us ba.. haha.. tdy slackin at hm.. dunno whether meetin r or nt.. muz c my mummy de mood first.. like scary sia.. haha.. dunno what to do nw lei.. so damn bored le.. textin w r nw.. miss him!! juz another 9 days i'll b leavin spore for few days.. sian sia.. OMG!!! i think i go there sure crazy de lo.. urghhhh.. lucky jie jie is ard lo if nt i sure bored ttm sia.. tdy i like missin even more pple also lo.. i miss my evan lao po, yuki, stephanie n more lo.. i like abit siao siao nw lo.. nvr miss so many pple at one go bfore de lei.. wahahahaha.. dunno what is wrong w me.. i'm kinda hyperactive tdy la.. ltr sure start to tired liao.. haiz.. hopefully ltr i can go out awhile.. go out 1 to 2 hrs i also happy.. wahahahahaha.. tata~

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3:37 PM
was happy actually.. wed night went to party again.. went w my darling stephanie.. enjoyed ttm sia.. damn fun la.. somemore i stayed out tt night.. ytd afternoon like tt then reached hm.. hee.. dunno when i can stayed out again bt then is okay.. once in awhile will do.. if nt someone will nag at me.. opppsss.. haha.. dun think i need to mention e name ba.. wahahaha.. dunno y i will kinda listen to a person de lei.. hmmm.. haha:p.. tml meetin steph also.. cant wait to c her le.. we r so couple la.. haha.. cant wait to c each other de lo.. i felt so happy to knw her actually.. thks my sweetie steph.. anyway, juz another two wks ltr i'll b out of spore for few days.. didn wanna go de bt no choice coz whole family goin so i muz follow.. how i wish i can juz stay in spore n meet my gfssssssssssss or even go to work la.. sian sia.. i guess when i out of spore, i'll miss my gfssssssssssss like mad de lo.. i'm goin to miss a bday gatherin w my lao possss.. sian la.. cant celebrate w her la.. sad sia.. haiz.. i'm so sry la.. urghhhh.. hopefully can meetup my ladies soon.. i miss my lao possss n alot pple la.. u all shu knw who u r la hor.. haha.. muackzzzzzzzzzzz to all of e pple i miss!!!!!!!!!!

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10:51 PM
is ovr alrdy.. i've ended a rs on fri night.. i'm single nw.. although i wont b able to gt used to no bf life bt i certainly sure tt i will as time goes by.. me n him are friends nw le.. juz like back to bfore.. aft e breakup, friends ard me have been tellin me "dun b sad", "b strong", "there r more outside", "look forward to e future" n "you still have me!!!".. lol.. thks my friends.. i knw tt i stil have so many of u, friends, outside.. real thks.. haha.. i'll b fine seriously.. dun need to worry abt me so much.. i may look weak bt i'm strong emotionally.. so friends, i'm okay.. i'll b alright.. although it takes time to recover bt i'll b alright.. no worries.. i'm in the process of recoverin le.. i dun wanna think too much alrdy.. startin a new life w/o bf bt more of friends.. i love u all my lovely ladiesssssss n also my guy friends too.. i didn left out anyone of u.. :) haha.. night my friends...

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11:13 PM
tdy felt so sucky lei.. dunno y.. friends r tryin to make me happy bt then i did feel happy bt is onli for awhile.. nw i'm bored at hm le.. didn knw what i shu b doin at all.. facebookin, tweetin n bloggin is what i usually does de.. tryin to find other stuff to do bt is hard lei.. no mood to go out also.. go out le also dunno wanna go where lei.. my mind is so blank nw.. dunno what to type.. feel like bloggin bt dunno what i shu blog abt.. haiz.. tdy de mood changes very fast.. guess slpin early tdy ba..

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10:53 PM
the pain is still there.. bt dunno y.. tdy hurts e most.. cried like fuck!!!!! since fri night, i haven been replyin his texts n calls.. i knw if i ans any of it, i'll b cryin like fuck again.. so i didn.. saw all his text msg n it hurts more than bfore.. sis came hm tdy.. told her abt it.. she is very angry.. she told me to think properly.. lots of pple asked me to think properly.. haiz.. while tellin jie, i cried again.. it hurts so much.. then when my bff asked me what happen juz nw, i cried like fuck when tellin her.. i juz cant stop cryin when tellin her.. i guess is bcoz she knw me very long liao n uds me.. i reali cried alot tdy.. alot more than ytd.. i dunno y i juz cant stop cryin tdy.. my heart hurts like fuck!!! i'm tryin to pull myself tgt.. bt the tears will juz flow out itself.. i cant control.. is so hard for me to control.. i need time to settle down my feelings.. i need to think it thru properly.. all i need is juz let me think wisely..

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10:46 PM
ytd was a drama for me n steph.. everything was turnin out "great".. went to zirca to party n end up.. wow things happen!!!!! so many lies had been revealed frm each other.. n aft everything, i knw the fuckin truth frm him.. nt goin to type out here.. aft ytd, it juz takes one fuckin cb night to destroy all the trust.. it juz takes one fuckin night to destroy my heart.. i'm feelin fuckin heart pain nw.. aft all tt we been thru, juz one fuckin truth to makes me feel so doubtful abt it.. ytd, i've been tellin pple i'll b fine.. i've been tellin pple tt dun worry abt me.. bt the fuckin truth is: I'M FUCKIN NT FINE.. I'M FUCKIN LETTIN PPLE WORRY FOR ME.. I'M FUCKIN HEART PAIN.. I HAVE NVR FEEL SO HEART PAIN BFORE.. humans are the most terrible animals.. juz frm one fuckin person can destroy so many things.. bt also all thks to this person, i gt to knw so many truth at one go.. i'm nt goin to say who is at fault n who is nt.. i dun fuckin care.. seriously.. everything sucks!!!!!!

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1:15 PM
i'm so slpy!!!! slept at 7 plus this mornin then woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon.. bcoz some stuff happen at hm.. tt's y slept so damn "early".. wahahaha.. cant concentrate much.. gonna slp super early tdy.. i cant wait for tml meetin w steph.. miss her lots le.. haha.. nt goin to blog much tdy.. my mind is fallin aslp liao.. tired!!!! nite!!!

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9:16 PM
another no title de post.. lazy to think of one tdy too.. plus i'm quite tired.. i'm at bf hus nw.. he is slpin like a pig la.. i wanted to slp bt wearin contact lens n his hus no solution for contact lens so nvr slp lo.. find things to do lo.. ytd night went out for movie w bf n his pals n steph too.. watched clash of the titans.. was nt bad la.. haha.. aft tt he came ovr my hus liao.. so nw is me at his hus waiting for his mum to call then we go have dinner tgt.. i'm quite full nw actually bt nvm.. ltr eat abit too lo.. i guess tonight gt no programmes goin on ba.. tonight might b a borin day.. haiz.. anyway, tml meetin bf to go out then aft tt will b party-in w gals.. hopefully tml will b a fun night for me. dun wanna b smash by anyone.. i reali need to relax aft feelin so emo, moody n tensed this few days.. i need to do things properly le!!!! haiz...

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5:41 PM
ytd evenin went out w bf for dinner.. actually thought of goin to aston at grand cathay de bt fuckin lots of pple so he say go ps eat cafe cartel.. lol.. haha.. so jiu went there lo.. wanted to have movie aft tt bt no movie we wanna watch jiu change plannin.. we went CLUB!!!! woohoo.. another clubbin session la.. bt this time w bf, steph, cherie n their friends.. actually bf wanna go w his pals to DXO bt then steph wants me to go zirca.. so bf let me make decision n well.. of coz is zirca.. haha.. then jiu go zirca.. as usual la.. drink, they smoke n dance.. bt last night didn dance alot.. at first bf is moody then aft he drink something he wants, he is okay le.. then jiu my turn to emo liao.. emotionally feelin weird.. haiz.. anyway, went hm at 2 like tt ba.. then i gt another surprise frm my mummy.. she suddenly woke up n ask me if i juz reach hm.. no choice gt to say yes ma.. then she jiu went back slp.. bt then tdy she juz ignore me in e mornin.. then i also like blur n even more emo jiu cried in my rm.. damn fuckin sad la!!! hopefully she tml okay liao.. haiz...

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11:13 PM
ytd evenin went out w my gfssssss for k session.. i'm so happy la.. very long nvr k w them le.. haha.. was singin quite happily.. saw my friend de friend too.. he works there.. chatted awhile onli coz dunno him well.. then aft tt meet yuki n stephanie w another friend of steph for party session.. was fun last night.. haha.. chatted alot n dance alot too.. haha.. tonight tempted to go bt end up didn coz i cant go out anyway.. haha.. tml gt to go career fair n look out some jobs too.. next mth jiu one mth jobless le.. abit dangerous for tt liao.. wahaha.. yuki n steph clicked fast sia.. haha.. nvr brin wrong person down.. wahahahaha.. was fun la last night.. dunno next wk i can go or nt.. abit weird weird lei.. dunno y n i think parents will ban me frm goin out on wed night.. haha.. almost every wed night i go out.. haha.. coz wed is ladies night.. hee.. next wk gt to c how le.. haiz.. i'm so bored la!!!!!!!!!!

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11:27 PM
soooooo sian la.. had been so guai this two wks la.. nvr go out often unless i'm super duper bored la.. tdy went out for awhile then jiu head hm le.. urghhh.. i'm goin to b nuts soon la.. haiz.. bt nvm.. tml can go k w gfsss le.. very long nvr k session with my ladies le!!!! hee.. so happy la.. yeah!!!! bt i'm nt familiar w mandarin songs le lei.. very long nvr reali go listen to the mandarin song la.. dunno how also.. haha.. then aft tt might b clubbin w ex-colleagues.. haha.. dunno where they wanna go lei.. haha.. i'm so slpy nw actually bt then i dun wanna slp..
bf haven come back frm his outfield lei.. 2300 hrs le.. he is nt back yet.. i bet he sure super tired de la.. haiz.. dunno if he can call me ma.. bt i guess no ba.. still no msg frm him.. another 3 days jiu c him le.. then another 5 days to out 1yr n 1mth ann le.. so fast.. me n him tgt for one yr n one mth le.. haha.. been thru so much too.. hope our rs last!!!!!!!

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10:44 PM
weeeeeeeeeeee.. ytd night went clubbin at zirca.. went w stephanie n her friends too.. ermmm.. everything was alright la.. bt ytd my mood is nt right lei.. aft a call frm dad jiu spoil my mood le.. then i didn reali enjoy much la.. then drank abit onli la.. sian sia.. meet some new friends too.. haha.. cute sia them.. haha.. bt i went off early la.. no choice la.. dad called second time n i told him i'm waitin for cab le.. i'm seriously catchin a cab hm since is 2 plus le.. reached hm abt 2:50 like tt.. shared cab w new friend, michelle.. she cute la.. haha.. so innocent look la.. bt she is a nice gal.. haha.. this sat will b meetin my gffsssss for miao de bday celebration.. will b dinnin at jurong area.. aft tt movie session bt bf n me nt joinin.. i feel like clubbin somemore lei.. haha.. like addiction sia.. haha.. mayb bcoz i very long nvr go le.. so wil like tt.. haha.. i'm waitin for more chances to club.. haha.. so excited la.. haha..

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11:20 PM
today stayin at hm.. i'm so sick la for the past two days.. finally went to c doc on wed night.. felt so terrible tt night.. n i didn party for this wk.. guai guai for this wk ba.. juz came back for polyclinic.. went w mum for her checkup.. i guess i have enough of playin liao.. start frm next wk muz seriously find whatever i need to do liao.. although stil will go out play la bt then also muz do my things to let dad stop askin me all the questions tt i dun like to ans de.. suddenly dunno what to blog.. i'm like so drowsy la.. thks to the med la.. mayb may goin gentin bt i dun wanna go.. if i go, i'll spend $$.. bt if i dun go, i'll b alone.. bt actually i wanna stay at hm la coz can go out anytime i wan n no one will bother me for tt few days.. haha.. so bad of me la bt i wanna play when they are nt ard lei.. hee.. bt i doubt can.. seems so hard.. bt hopefully i gt the way i wan!!!! haha.. freedom comes to me!!!! hee..

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1:11 PM
I'm fallin sick like anytime i guess.. haha.. gt a sore throat n flu liao.. well.. nvm la.. sick jiu sick lo.. haha.. today i'm guai girl.. stay at hm pei mummy.. bt actually i'm also lazy to go out tdy.. bt tml goin out again le.. woohoo.. bt someday need to pack my rm when i can bfore mummy nags at me.. haha.. my throat pain like hell man!!!!!!!! urghhhhhhhh!!! this few days haven been goin out lo.. anyway, ytd night went to my ex colleague aka friend de weddin dinner.. ermmm, service there was so~so n food is so~so.. haha.. mayb i except too much la.. haha.. bt she look so damn pretty wor.. she wore two gowns.. man, she is jumpin ard de feelin lo.. so damn worried for her when she did tt.. bt lucky she is okay.. she knw we worry for her so she kp sayin she is okay.. i can c she is tired n slpy la.. busy the whole day.. of coz tired la.. nw she is happily married le.. haha.. so nice la.. i'm waitin for the time to pass la.. so sian lo.. haiz..

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12:40 AM
ooo.. i went out practically the whole wk la.. only thurs is at hm nia.. wed went out at night to club.. OMG!!!!! i finally gt to club aft one yr plus.. woohoo.. so shiok la.. haha.. enjoyed myself so damn much lo.. is so fun!!!!!!!!! haha.. bt i reached hm at 5am.. mum n dad is angry bt aft tt they are fine le.. so i stayed at hm whole day to let mummy nt angry farther.. haha.. so sad la.. haha.. then ytd afternoon went out w mummy to shop bt onli buy food.. didn buy other things.. n at night went for movie.. watched "bein human".. is funny la.. movie was nt bad.. haha.. ltr meetin bf n his friends for dinner then aft tt dunno goin where liao.. mayb they goin club bt dunno lei.. i so wanna meet my ite gal.. miss her so much lo.. haha.. still findin work lei.. tml night i'll b havin weddin dinner.. one of my bff is gettin married.. congrats to her!!!! haha.. cant wait to c how beatiful my bff is goin to b.. hee.. she is so pretty la.. i reali cant wait.. arghhh.. i guess she is goin to b damn busy lo.. cant bear to text her nw.. she need to rest.. tonight onwards she will b damn busy!!!! so heartache for her bein so busy bt no choice.. she will enjoy the whole day tml!!!!! haha.. miss her!!!!!!

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1:41 PM
ytd afternoon went out w stephanie.. first time goin out w her was nt bad and fun.. we talk abt alot of things.. talk abt our bf, work n some other stuffs.. went to vivo for lunch n drink also watch movie there.. watched "dear john".. the movie is okay onli la.. quite draggy to b honest.. when we watchin right, these grp of students i think.. they make noise for nth.. is their voices ard the place lo.. LOL.. bt anyway, ytd me n her went out till 9 plus in the night.. i didn gt to buy anything coz there is nth for me to gt lei.. is like so sian.. and she bought some little things onli.. haha.. we had sushi tei for lunch n dinner we actually didn have anything.. we were so damn full lo.. we kp drinkin n had starbucks twice.. one in the afternoon n the other is in the night time.. haha.. nw i'm so bored.. dunno what to do so jiu blog lo.. this whole wk i'm so damn free lo.. i guess i'll b askin some pple to go datin w me.. specially this jessica lim gal.. miss her so much.. so damn long nvr c her liao.. wonder how is she.. haha.. gtg.. tata~

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4:18 PM

WELCOME T0 MY W0RLD

Jessica T0h..
18.11.1988
a girl who always donno what she wants..haha.. bt wil knw wat she wans aft tinkin thru..

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