Tuesday, May 11, 2010
sick and tired alrdy!!!
i'm kinda sick and tired of him liao.. tonight i guess my parents knw i'm fuckin pissed le.. i threw my temper in front of them.. i have nvr reali threw my temper in front of them bt this is e second time i did this in one wk.. great right??? urghhhh.. seriously, i'm tired whenever this happens.. worse, parents asked me to juz transfer n my dad is actually goin to help him pay me e $$ first.. is like wtf!!!!! i dun wan!!!! i wan him to pay himself!!!! then dunno what he n dad talkin ovr e phone then i heard dad dunno sayin what:" she alrdy lendin you so dun say till so awful" oh man!!! wtf man!!! urghhhh.. i dun wanna knw whatever he told my dad abt me.. he thought tt i think tt he is cheatin my money bt i didn think tt way man.. he is always takin his time to return bt i fuckin nt enough for myself too so how e fuck i lent him n let him take his own sweet time to return me.. i cant man.. i need money too lei.. i'm tryin my best to save all i can bt then lei.. i nearly cried out juz nw in front of my parents.. i beared w my tears alot lei.. i reali very devasted max sia.. reali lo.. i'm nt yr fuckin atm machine lei.. i dunno say this sentence how many times liao le lei.. reali tired lo.. y always like tt?? i'm nt workin much le n stil gt e fuckin cheek to borrow money frm me.. i'm nt rich girl.. I'M NT!!!! i reali wish i can dun need to c him, dun need to hear his voice, dun let him have my hp no n disappear in his life.. i reali want tt to happen so much nw.. reali want.. i reali dun like this, man.. i reali dun like it.. i reali wanna get out of this!!!! i want get out so much tt i dun wanna c him in my rm, in my face n everywhere!!!!!! fuck it!!! i hate him max sia.. reali!!!! i'm like always in dilemma btw this thing.. i'm nt happy bt cant voice out coz parents sure say is small thing.. bt imagine i muz b prepared like every mth coz he will borrow lots of $$ frm me everytime.. wtf man!!!! is tirin thing lei.. he is earnin too n yet nt enough for himself.. wtf is wrong man!!! damn it!!! damn it much sia!!! fuck off my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels:


11:18 PM