Ms Jessica

emo..

2010-05-30T00:21:00.003+08:00

i'm emo tdy sia.. dunno y.. mayb too tired plus nvr c dear very long liao.. then work thingy nt smoothly goin on.. like very messy lei tdy.. urghhhh.. i mayb laughin alot tdy bt then i'm emo.. dun wan pple to worry too much so put on a mask lo.. actually goin out juz nw bt aft tt jiu cancel away.. then otw hm i like very emo lo.. listen to my itouch de some emo song.. haha.. like a freak suddenly.. hopefully tml i will feel better ba.. haiz..

happy day!!!

2010-05-25T01:37:00.003+08:00

tdy went out kinda early.. haha.. meet dear at 3pm.. spend more time tgt tdy.. went for movie at 5 plus.. bt bfore movie, we went to look for steph n michelle for awhile.. wanted to watch tgt bt end up didnt.. we watched "The Losers".. movie is nt bad sia.. haha.. kinda funny too.. then aft tt jiu dinner.. the nicest thing is we went to singapore flyer.. wahahahaha.. is like finally to me man.. hee.. took e ride n gt nice view at certain part.. bt didn take any photos coz too dark.. bt i enjoyed the ride much.. he also happy la.. bt i feel tt is kinda fast lei.. haha.. dunno y.. bt is like everytime meet up, the time sure pass very fast.. aft e ride, we went back to his place to gt his car to meet his friend n then send me hm.. feelin happy thru out the meet up.. haha.. nw back hm le.. when i think of tml gotta work liao is like kinda fast.. this whole wk i'm busy max.. frm tues workin till sun.. haha.. feel like a full timer this wk la.. rest one day nia.. hopefully can survive well.. very long nvr like tt le.. new day tml:) nite pple.. tata~

fuck bored!!!!

2010-05-18T23:29:00.003+08:00

i'm so fuckin bored!!!!!!!!!! urghhh.. reali dunno what to do lo.. had a fight w parents ytd.. damn it sia.. then told him abt it le n he tried all ways to talk sense to me.. haha.. i'm so damn stubborn la.. bt still i gt listen la.. at least i calm down n listen than ended up hangin up e phone.. haha.. i wont even hang up phone la.. haha.. anyway, tdy they used e same method tt they always like to use: dun talk to me n ignore me like i'm nt there.. lol la.. then i juz heck lo.. i juz do my things n everything la.. then end up they still talk to me.. haha.. stupid method la.. i'm damn used to this method le so they knw it wont work farther liao.. haha.. bt i nw like damn emo lei.. no stable job onli gt pt job.. nt enough income for myself n cant give $$ to family is like makin me even more emo la.. urghhh.. is like so damn to me nw lo.. plus a bomb at my hus askin to lend money anytime makes me even more sian lo.. i hate my life to b like tt bt what to do.. i'm born w it so no choice.. i reali want things to go easy n smooth for me as time goes by.. haiz.. i reali wanna gt a stable job n do whatever i want to let my parents stop naggin at me!!!!! i feel like i'm goin crazy anytime la.. haha.. like reali anytime lo.. which is like nw i suddenly dunno what to blog again liao.. haha.. damn!!!! end here again.. tata~

slpy!!!

2010-05-16T14:30:00.004+08:00

wahahahahaha.. i onli slept for three n a half hrs man.. slept at 8 in e mornin n woke up at 11:30 due to a sudden visit of my msia relative.. went out ytd night w steph, jake n steph's classmate(michelle).. enjoyed myself man.. bt damn tired sia.. i like fallin aslp anytime de feelin lo.. bt then again, i like havin kinda of insomnia sia haha.. dunno when i can reali like a time of my own ltr lei.. my relative is goin to stay for dinner sia.. is a damn long day wor.. my mind is like kinda blank nw.. dunno what i shu blog abt again.. anyway, i'm lucky tt i'm nt workin tdy if nt i sure stone max sia.. haha.. reali dunno what to blog le.. tata~

t!red!!!

2010-05-15T01:00:00.003+08:00

i'm tired man.. goin to slp damn soon le.. was workin on fri which was ytd.. worked w newbie.. thought he shu b more experience in sales line bt then nope.. he is nt.. gt stocks came n is 400 ovr pcs.. i actually first time took e whole day to do the stock lo.. damn man.. summore three persons workin sia.. he worked damn slow sia.. slowly find price tag, nvr adjust time n date n need me to remind him everytime lei.. i nearly flare up sia bt then i feel is nt what i shu do so i juz ignore n do everything myself.. urghhhh.. i didn expect him to work so slow.. kp tellin him to work faster so tt he can go hm on the dot bt no.. he didn.. he take his own sweet time to do everything.. end up also cant finish e stock.. need to continue e next day.. bt i'm nt workin so still alright la.. haha.. kinda mean to laugh when there is stock plus my colleagues need to do n i'm relaxin.. haha.. bt cant blame me.. i'm nt workin tml.. i'm nt scheduled in ma.. hee.. i think i better slp le.. gt feelin someone is goin to nag liao.. haha.. nitez everyone.. tata~

sick and tired alrdy!!!

2010-05-11T23:18:00.004+08:00

i'm kinda sick and tired of him liao.. tonight i guess my parents knw i'm fuckin pissed le.. i threw my temper in front of them.. i have nvr reali threw my temper in front of them bt this is e second time i did this in one wk.. great right??? urghhhh.. seriously, i'm tired whenever this happens.. worse, parents asked me to juz transfer n my dad is actually goin to help him pay me e $$ first.. is like wtf!!!!! i dun wan!!!! i wan him to pay himself!!!! then dunno what he n dad talkin ovr e phone then i heard dad dunno sayin what:" she alrdy lendin you so dun say till so awful" oh man!!! wtf man!!! urghhhh.. i dun wanna knw whatever he told my dad abt me.. he thought tt i think tt he is cheatin my money bt i didn think tt way man.. he is always takin his time to return bt i fuckin nt enough for myself too so how e fuck i lent him n let him take his own sweet time to return me.. i cant man.. i need money too lei.. i'm tryin my best to save all i can bt then lei.. i nearly cried out juz nw in front of my parents.. i beared w my tears alot lei.. i reali very devasted max sia.. reali lo.. i'm nt yr fuckin atm machine lei.. i dunno say this sentence how many times liao le lei.. reali tired lo.. y always like tt?? i'm nt workin much le n stil gt e fuckin cheek to borrow money frm me.. i'm nt rich girl.. I'M NT!!!! i reali wish i can dun need to c him, dun need to hear his voice, dun let him have my hp no n disappear in his life.. i reali want tt to happen so much nw.. reali want.. i reali dun like this, man.. i reali dun like it.. i reali wanna get out of this!!!! i want get out so much tt i dun wanna c him in my rm, in my face n everywhere!!!!!! fuck it!!! i hate him max sia.. reali!!!! i'm like always in dilemma btw this thing.. i'm nt happy bt cant voice out coz parents sure say is small thing.. bt imagine i muz b prepared like every mth coz he will borrow lots of $$ frm me everytime.. wtf man!!!! is tirin thing lei.. he is earnin too n yet nt enough for himself.. wtf is wrong man!!! damn it!!! damn it much sia!!! fuck off my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ke$ha-Your love is my drug

2010-05-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

Maybe I need some rehab

Or maybe just need some sleep

I got a sick obsession

I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley

I'm makin' those desperate calls

I'm staying up all night hoping

Hittin' my head against the wall

What you got, boy, is hard to find

I think about it all the time

I'm all strung out, my heart is fried

I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

I said your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

Won't listen to any advice

Momma's telling me I should think twice

Better left to my own devices

I'm addicted, it's a crisis

My friends think I've gone crazy

My judgement's getting kinda hazy

My steeze is gonna be affected

If I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got, boy, is hard to find

I think about it all the time

I'm all strung out, my heart is fried

I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

I said your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

I don't care what people saying

The rush is worth the price I pay

I get so high when you're with me

But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I gotta question

Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?

Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?

Is my love with your drug? Your drug, your drug

Your drug, is my love your drug?

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

I said your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

I said your love, your love, your love is my drug

your love, your love, your love

Hey, hey, so

Your love, your love, your love, your love is my drug

I like your beard

b@ck!!

2010-05-08T21:30:00.003+08:00

i'm back frm my trip le.. reached hm abt two hrs ago.. so freakin tired.. spent two nights at gentin bt then onli slept less than 7 hrs for both nights la.. slpy max sia.. nt bloggin abt e trip yet.. onli goin to summarise ba.. food nt nice!!!! slp so~so!!!! then is so freakin cold.. haha.. i miss my ladies n r so much la.. lol.. haha.. i wonder how was my lao possss' gatherin ytd night.. missed it sia.. haha.. tml is my restin day ba.. damn slpy n tired.. i wonder i'll slp till what time tml lei.. hee.. damn tired.. received quite a few text frm r n steph.. haha.. mainly is frm r.. haha.. i hope i can meet steph real soon like next wk.. i also wanna meet r fast fast.. haha.. endin my post le.. nights!!!!

l3av!ng t0night!!!

2010-05-06T14:50:00.003+08:00

i'm leavin tonight le.. so fast is my first vacation of the yr.. sat night will b back in spore le.. gonna miss tml de lao po gatherin!!!! sry merry lao po.. ytd night went out awhile w stephanie n some other friends.. ytd very guai coz i went hm early.. haha.. no choice la coz need to rest early also.. i knw steph cant bear me to leave for e few days bt then i'll b back very soon de.. two days ltr jiu back le.. i'll miss u!!! will meet up soon aft i'm back.. saw r ytd night also.. felt delighted actually.. at least can c him bfore i go for my vacation.. chatted w him this mornin aft he finished work.. chatted awhile coz he need his rest n so m i too.. tml n sat mornin cant talk to him coz i'm nt back yet.. sat night then can hear his voice n text w him.. although nw can still text n chat awhile.. nw is waitin for dad, jie n jie fu to b back hm then they prepared finish le jiu leave le.. abt another 3 hrs jiu need to go le.. damn miss him le.. urghhhh.. i also miss my evan lao po they all, steph darlin n jac darlin.. urghhhh!!!!! i want time to pass faster so tt i can talk, play, hear n text w e ones tt i missed!!!!!!!!!!! shall end my post here.. will blog again when i'm back frm my vacation.. lovezzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!

l3av!ng

2010-05-04T00:48:00.003+08:00

tdy is tues le.. another two days i'll b out of spore for few days.. goin w my family n relatives.. kinda sian.. 100% dun wish to go bt no choice.. then gonna give a miss to merry de bday celebration.. haiz.. super sian la.. anyway, i started work last wk wed.. was busy la.. went partyin on sat night also.. bt last wk was kinda bad wk for me sia.. so many things happen.. this wk hope will b better at least i'm nt in spore.. went out for movie w him n his friend on 3rd may 10.. watched ip man 2.. was nt bad.. next is dinner at red dot brewhouse.. food was alright too.. can put in consideration next time when go out.. haha.. tues is a day for me to stay hm n wed is e day for me to work n chill w steph darlin.. think this wk nt goin to partyin ba.. muz c how e situation goes ba.. i'm gonna miss out some stuff this wk.. urghhhh.. fucked up feelin.. gt lost la!!!!

LOL big time!!!!

2010-04-29T00:37:00.003+08:00

i guess some pple nvr gt e facts right ya?! i dun uds y muz like tt lei.. gt e facts right first la.. i dunno y muz like tt de lei.. copy n paste pple de tweet then put in fb is like what e fuck la.. create one yrself lo.. close w him onli meh?? no feelings for him meh?? sure or nt?? wau lau.. photos so close la.. like to stalk my blog so much i let u stalk lo.. dunno who is e fucker lo.. i dun fuckin care abt what u goin to say me or what alrdy.. anyway, my reputation in yr heart is alrdy very ugly.. i dun mind make it worse.. even me n him are friends nw u also wanna tell him stuff abt me.. let him c himself la.. y so kpo sia?? u wanna tag me back in my blog i also dun mind de.. i've alrdy warned u bfore fuckin gt out of my life liao u still dun fuckin uds.. u uds what i mean ma?? everything is suppose to b ovr liao.. then u go yr fb write my bestie till like tt.. what sia.. think straight la.. ovr means ovr le.. u angry pple also will angry then might as well forget abt it right?? y muz gt yrself in shit when u won't gt in in e first place?? i'm livin my life gd so hopefully u also la.. wanna stalk my blog then go ahead bt dun let me knw u sayin whatever shit abt me again.. seriously, enough is enough..

daMn g00d m00d..

2010-04-27T15:37:00.003+08:00

tml startin work le.. finally i'm workin aft two mths sia.. kinda excited to e max lo.. haha.. this wk jiu will miss abit of the partyin stuff esp. tml de ladies night.. haha.. ytd went out w r.. hee.. watched movie n had dinner tgt at romantic place.. wahahaha.. felt happy at tt point of time.. hee.. aft our dinner, his friend came down to find him then jiu send me hm le.. actually, ytd was a special day for us ba.. haha.. tdy slackin at hm.. dunno whether meetin r or nt.. muz c my mummy de mood first.. like scary sia.. haha.. dunno what to do nw lei.. so damn bored le.. textin w r nw.. miss him!! juz another 9 days i'll b leavin spore for few days.. sian sia.. OMG!!! i think i go there sure crazy de lo.. urghhhh.. lucky jie jie is ard lo if nt i sure bored ttm sia.. tdy i like missin even more pple also lo.. i miss my evan lao po, yuki, stephanie n more lo.. i like abit siao siao nw lo.. nvr miss so many pple at one go bfore de lei.. wahahahaha.. dunno what is wrong w me.. i'm kinda hyperactive tdy la.. ltr sure start to tired liao.. haiz.. hopefully ltr i can go out awhile.. go out 1 to 2 hrs i also happy.. wahahahahaha.. tata~

happy!!!!!!

2010-04-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

was happy actually.. wed night went to party again.. went w my darling stephanie.. enjoyed ttm sia.. damn fun la.. somemore i stayed out tt night.. ytd afternoon like tt then reached hm.. hee.. dunno when i can stayed out again bt then is okay.. once in awhile will do.. if nt someone will nag at me.. opppsss.. haha.. dun think i need to mention e name ba.. wahahaha.. dunno y i will kinda listen to a person de lei.. hmmm.. haha:p.. tml meetin steph also.. cant wait to c her le.. we r so couple la.. haha.. cant wait to c each other de lo.. i felt so happy to knw her actually.. thks my sweetie steph.. anyway, juz another two wks ltr i'll b out of spore for few days.. didn wanna go de bt no choice coz whole family goin so i muz follow.. how i wish i can juz stay in spore n meet my gfssssssssssss or even go to work la.. sian sia.. i guess when i out of spore, i'll miss my gfssssssssssss like mad de lo.. i'm goin to miss a bday gatherin w my lao possss.. sian la.. cant celebrate w her la.. sad sia.. haiz.. i'm so sry la.. urghhhh.. hopefully can meetup my ladies soon.. i miss my lao possss n alot pple la.. u all shu knw who u r la hor.. haha.. muackzzzzzzzzzzz to all of e pple i miss!!!!!!!!!!

0vR

2010-04-19T23:13:00.003+08:00

is ovr alrdy.. i've ended a rs on fri night.. i'm single nw.. although i wont b able to gt used to no bf life bt i certainly sure tt i will as time goes by.. me n him are friends nw le.. juz like back to bfore.. aft e breakup, friends ard me have been tellin me "dun b sad", "b strong", "there r more outside", "look forward to e future" n "you still have me!!!".. lol.. thks my friends.. i knw tt i stil have so many of u, friends, outside.. real thks.. haha.. i'll b fine seriously.. dun need to worry abt me so much.. i may look weak bt i'm strong emotionally.. so friends, i'm okay.. i'll b alright.. although it takes time to recover bt i'll b alright.. no worries.. i'm in the process of recoverin le.. i dun wanna think too much alrdy.. startin a new life w/o bf bt more of friends.. i love u all my lovely ladiesssssss n also my guy friends too.. i didn left out anyone of u.. :) haha.. night my friends...

sucky day!!!

2010-04-16T22:53:00.003+08:00

tdy felt so sucky lei.. dunno y.. friends r tryin to make me happy bt then i did feel happy bt is onli for awhile.. nw i'm bored at hm le.. didn knw what i shu b doin at all.. facebookin, tweetin n bloggin is what i usually does de.. tryin to find other stuff to do bt is hard lei.. no mood to go out also.. go out le also dunno wanna go where lei.. my mind is so blank nw.. dunno what to type.. feel like bloggin bt dunno what i shu blog abt.. haiz.. tdy de mood changes very fast.. guess slpin early tdy ba..

fuCk off my baCk!!!!!

2010-04-13T21:03:00.002+08:00

FUCK OFF THE TWO OF U!!!! HOW LONG MORE THE TWO OF U WANNA STALK ME??? U TWO ARE NOBODY TO ASK ANYTHING ABT MY RS!!! ASKIN THOSE QUESTIONS TT U SHU NT B ASKIN!!! CANT THE TWO OF U JUZ GT OUT OF MY LIFE!!!! I HAVE BEIN ENDURIN W THE TWO OF U LE.. ANYHOW TELL HIM TT I MADE MY DECISION LE WHEN I FUCKIN NVR SAY TT OUT LOUD!!!! WHO THE FUCK ARE THE TWO OF U TO DO SO N SAY THINGS TT IS NT TRUE!!!!! SERIOUSLY U TWO PISSED ME OFF LE.. FUCK OFF MY BACK ,UDS!!!!!!!

is still there..

2010-04-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

the pain is still there.. bt dunno y.. tdy hurts e most.. cried like fuck!!!!! since fri night, i haven been replyin his texts n calls.. i knw if i ans any of it, i'll b cryin like fuck again.. so i didn.. saw all his text msg n it hurts more than bfore.. sis came hm tdy.. told her abt it.. she is very angry.. she told me to think properly.. lots of pple asked me to think properly.. haiz.. while tellin jie, i cried again.. it hurts so much.. then when my bff asked me what happen juz nw, i cried like fuck when tellin her.. i juz cant stop cryin when tellin her.. i guess is bcoz she knw me very long liao n uds me.. i reali cried alot tdy.. alot more than ytd.. i dunno y i juz cant stop cryin tdy.. my heart hurts like fuck!!! i'm tryin to pull myself tgt.. bt the tears will juz flow out itself.. i cant control.. is so hard for me to control.. i need time to settle down my feelings.. i need to think it thru properly.. all i need is juz let me think wisely..

fuckin heart pain!!!!!!!

2010-04-10T13:15:00.003+08:00

ytd was a drama for me n steph.. everything was turnin out "great".. went to zirca to party n end up.. wow things happen!!!!! so many lies had been revealed frm each other.. n aft everything, i knw the fuckin truth frm him.. nt goin to type out here.. aft ytd, it juz takes one fuckin cb night to destroy all the trust.. it juz takes one fuckin night to destroy my heart.. i'm feelin fuckin heart pain nw.. aft all tt we been thru, juz one fuckin truth to makes me feel so doubtful abt it.. ytd, i've been tellin pple i'll b fine.. i've been tellin pple tt dun worry abt me.. bt the fuckin truth is: I'M FUCKIN NT FINE.. I'M FUCKIN LETTIN PPLE WORRY FOR ME.. I'M FUCKIN HEART PAIN.. I HAVE NVR FEEL SO HEART PAIN BFORE.. humans are the most terrible animals.. juz frm one fuckin person can destroy so many things.. bt also all thks to this person, i gt to knw so many truth at one go.. i'm nt goin to say who is at fault n who is nt.. i dun fuckin care.. seriously.. everything sucks!!!!!!

sLpy

2010-04-08T21:16:00.003+08:00

i'm so slpy!!!! slept at 7 plus this mornin then woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon.. bcoz some stuff happen at hm.. tt's y slept so damn "early".. wahahaha.. cant concentrate much.. gonna slp super early tdy.. i cant wait for tml meetin w steph.. miss her lots le.. haha.. nt goin to blog much tdy.. my mind is fallin aslp liao.. tired!!!! nite!!!

2010-04-02T17:41:00.003+08:00

another no title de post.. lazy to think of one tdy too.. plus i'm quite tired.. i'm at bf hus nw.. he is slpin like a pig la.. i wanted to slp bt wearin contact lens n his hus no solution for contact lens so nvr slp lo.. find things to do lo.. ytd night went out for movie w bf n his pals n steph too.. watched clash of the titans.. was nt bad la.. haha.. aft tt he came ovr my hus liao.. so nw is me at his hus waiting for his mum to call then we go have dinner tgt.. i'm quite full nw actually bt nvm.. ltr eat abit too lo.. i guess tonight gt no programmes goin on ba.. tonight might b a borin day.. haiz.. anyway, tml meetin bf to go out then aft tt will b party-in w gals.. hopefully tml will b a fun night for me. dun wanna b smash by anyone.. i reali need to relax aft feelin so emo, moody n tensed this few days.. i need to do things properly le!!!! haiz...

Speechless..

2010-03-28T23:13:00.003+08:00

ytd evenin went out w bf for dinner.. actually thought of goin to aston at grand cathay de bt fuckin lots of pple so he say go ps eat cafe cartel.. lol.. haha.. so jiu went there lo.. wanted to have movie aft tt bt no movie we wanna watch jiu change plannin.. we went CLUB!!!! woohoo.. another clubbin session la.. bt this time w bf, steph, cherie n their friends.. actually bf wanna go w his pals to DXO bt then steph wants me to go zirca.. so bf let me make decision n well.. of coz is zirca.. haha.. then jiu go zirca.. as usual la.. drink, they smoke n dance.. bt last night didn dance alot.. at first bf is moody then aft he drink something he wants, he is okay le.. then jiu my turn to emo liao.. emotionally feelin weird.. haiz.. anyway, went hm at 2 like tt ba.. then i gt another surprise frm my mummy.. she suddenly woke up n ask me if i juz reach hm.. no choice gt to say yes ma.. then she jiu went back slp.. bt then tdy she juz ignore me in e mornin.. then i also like blur n even more emo jiu cried in my rm.. damn fuckin sad la!!! hopefully she tml okay liao.. haiz...

kinda of...

2010-03-27T01:37:00.003+08:00

tdy went to the career fair at suntec.. urghhh.. dun reali have what i wanted.. sad la.. then jiu went out for movie n dinner w bff.. haha.. watched "how to train a dragon".. is 3d version de.. was cute la.. haha.. then jiu go have dinner.. i was starvin la then quite cravin for jap food n we went to eat jap food.. so fuckin happy la.. haha.. is like a yeah in my heart la.. actually almost cant eat it bt then manage to find a nice one in orchard central.. haha.. then jiu went to chill at coffee bean.. bought a new top frm fashion lab.. haha.. is so nice la.. hee.. like e design n colour.. wahahaha.. was happy tdy la coz gt right person, right food n right clothes for me tdy.. wahaha.. the onli nt right is my parents urge me to go hm fast.. haiz.. bt nvm la.. juz go hm lo.. if nt, there will b another naggin session goin on la.. haha.. then tml meetin bf.. dunno what time onli.. my sms explode to e max le n i cant control myself la.. how???? guess i need to gt a prepaid card to standby le.. sob sob..

2010-03-25T23:27:00.003+08:00

ytd evenin went out w my gfssssss for k session.. i'm so happy la.. very long nvr k w them le.. haha.. was singin quite happily.. saw my friend de friend too.. he works there.. chatted awhile onli coz dunno him well.. then aft tt meet yuki n stephanie w another friend of steph for party session.. was fun last night.. haha.. chatted alot n dance alot too.. haha.. tonight tempted to go bt end up didn coz i cant go out anyway.. haha.. tml gt to go career fair n look out some jobs too.. next mth jiu one mth jobless le.. abit dangerous for tt liao.. wahaha.. yuki n steph clicked fast sia.. haha.. nvr brin wrong person down.. wahahahaha.. was fun la last night.. dunno next wk i can go or nt.. abit weird weird lei.. dunno y n i think parents will ban me frm goin out on wed night.. haha.. almost every wed night i go out.. haha.. coz wed is ladies night.. hee.. next wk gt to c how le.. haiz.. i'm so bored la!!!!!!!!!!

boredom!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-23T22:44:00.002+08:00

soooooo sian la.. had been so guai this two wks la.. nvr go out often unless i'm super duper bored la.. tdy went out for awhile then jiu head hm le.. urghhh.. i'm goin to b nuts soon la.. haiz.. bt nvm.. tml can go k w gfsss le.. very long nvr k session with my ladies le!!!! hee.. so happy la.. yeah!!!! bt i'm nt familiar w mandarin songs le lei.. very long nvr reali go listen to the mandarin song la.. dunno how also.. haha.. then aft tt might b clubbin w ex-colleagues.. haha.. dunno where they wanna go lei.. haha.. i'm so slpy nw actually bt then i dun wanna slp..
bf haven come back frm his outfield lei.. 2300 hrs le.. he is nt back yet.. i bet he sure super tired de la.. haiz.. dunno if he can call me ma.. bt i guess no ba.. still no msg frm him.. another 3 days jiu c him le.. then another 5 days to out 1yr n 1mth ann le.. so fast.. me n him tgt for one yr n one mth le.. haha.. been thru so much too.. hope our rs last!!!!!!!

Clubbin session!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-18T23:20:00.003+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeee.. ytd night went clubbin at zirca.. went w stephanie n her friends too.. ermmm.. everything was alright la.. bt ytd my mood is nt right lei.. aft a call frm dad jiu spoil my mood le.. then i didn reali enjoy much la.. then drank abit onli la.. sian sia.. meet some new friends too.. haha.. cute sia them.. haha.. bt i went off early la.. no choice la.. dad called second time n i told him i'm waitin for cab le.. i'm seriously catchin a cab hm since is 2 plus le.. reached hm abt 2:50 like tt.. shared cab w new friend, michelle.. she cute la.. haha.. so innocent look la.. bt she is a nice gal.. haha.. this sat will b meetin my gffsssss for miao de bday celebration.. will b dinnin at jurong area.. aft tt movie session bt bf n me nt joinin.. i feel like clubbin somemore lei.. haha.. like addiction sia.. haha.. mayb bcoz i very long nvr go le.. so wil like tt.. haha.. i'm waitin for more chances to club.. haha.. so excited la.. haha..

:(

2010-03-12T13:11:00.003+08:00

today stayin at hm.. i'm so sick la for the past two days.. finally went to c doc on wed night.. felt so terrible tt night.. n i didn party for this wk.. guai guai for this wk ba.. juz came back for polyclinic.. went w mum for her checkup.. i guess i have enough of playin liao.. start frm next wk muz seriously find whatever i need to do liao.. although stil will go out play la bt then also muz do my things to let dad stop askin me all the questions tt i dun like to ans de.. suddenly dunno what to blog.. i'm like so drowsy la.. thks to the med la.. mayb may goin gentin bt i dun wanna go.. if i go, i'll spend $$.. bt if i dun go, i'll b alone.. bt actually i wanna stay at hm la coz can go out anytime i wan n no one will bother me for tt few days.. haha.. so bad of me la bt i wanna play when they are nt ard lei.. hee.. bt i doubt can.. seems so hard.. bt hopefully i gt the way i wan!!!! haha.. freedom comes to me!!!! hee..

s!ck!!

2010-03-09T00:40:00.003+08:00

I'm fallin sick like anytime i guess.. haha.. gt a sore throat n flu liao.. well.. nvm la.. sick jiu sick lo.. haha.. today i'm guai girl.. stay at hm pei mummy.. bt actually i'm also lazy to go out tdy.. bt tml goin out again le.. woohoo.. bt someday need to pack my rm when i can bfore mummy nags at me.. haha.. my throat pain like hell man!!!!!!!! urghhhhhhhh!!! this few days haven been goin out lo.. anyway, ytd night went to my ex colleague aka friend de weddin dinner.. ermmm, service there was so~so n food is so~so.. haha.. mayb i except too much la.. haha.. bt she look so damn pretty wor.. she wore two gowns.. man, she is jumpin ard de feelin lo.. so damn worried for her when she did tt.. bt lucky she is okay.. she knw we worry for her so she kp sayin she is okay.. i can c she is tired n slpy la.. busy the whole day.. of coz tired la.. nw she is happily married le.. haha.. so nice la.. i'm waitin for the time to pass la.. so sian lo.. haiz..

ClubbIn!!!!!!!!

2010-03-06T13:41:00.003+08:00

ooo.. i went out practically the whole wk la.. only thurs is at hm nia.. wed went out at night to club.. OMG!!!!! i finally gt to club aft one yr plus.. woohoo.. so shiok la.. haha.. enjoyed myself so damn much lo.. is so fun!!!!!!!!! haha.. bt i reached hm at 5am.. mum n dad is angry bt aft tt they are fine le.. so i stayed at hm whole day to let mummy nt angry farther.. haha.. so sad la.. haha.. then ytd afternoon went out w mummy to shop bt onli buy food.. didn buy other things.. n at night went for movie.. watched "bein human".. is funny la.. movie was nt bad.. haha.. ltr meetin bf n his friends for dinner then aft tt dunno goin where liao.. mayb they goin club bt dunno lei.. i so wanna meet my ite gal.. miss her so much lo.. haha.. still findin work lei.. tml night i'll b havin weddin dinner.. one of my bff is gettin married.. congrats to her!!!! haha.. cant wait to c how beatiful my bff is goin to b.. hee.. she is so pretty la.. i reali cant wait.. arghhh.. i guess she is goin to b damn busy lo.. cant bear to text her nw.. she need to rest.. tonight onwards she will b damn busy!!!! so heartache for her bein so busy bt no choice.. she will enjoy the whole day tml!!!!! haha.. miss her!!!!!!

Outing!!

2010-03-03T16:18:00.003+08:00

ytd afternoon went out w stephanie.. first time goin out w her was nt bad and fun.. we talk abt alot of things.. talk abt our bf, work n some other stuffs.. went to vivo for lunch n drink also watch movie there.. watched "dear john".. the movie is okay onli la.. quite draggy to b honest.. when we watchin right, these grp of students i think.. they make noise for nth.. is their voices ard the place lo.. LOL.. bt anyway, ytd me n her went out till 9 plus in the night.. i didn gt to buy anything coz there is nth for me to gt lei.. is like so sian.. and she bought some little things onli.. haha.. we had sushi tei for lunch n dinner we actually didn have anything.. we were so damn full lo.. we kp drinkin n had starbucks twice.. one in the afternoon n the other is in the night time.. haha.. nw i'm so bored.. dunno what to do so jiu blog lo.. this whole wk i'm so damn free lo.. i guess i'll b askin some pple to go datin w me.. specially this jessica lim gal.. miss her so much.. so damn long nvr c her liao.. wonder how is she.. haha.. gtg.. tata~

Pixie Lott-Gravity

2010-03-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

Gravity(x6)

stop pullin' me

I know that you still haven't found you,

And when I wanna stand on my own too

Suddenly you start to show

Signs of what is possible

Then you're back to your ways

And I let me down

Tell me why I keep tryin'a stay around

When all my family

They always telling me

To be through with you

And I know that deep down I'm callin time on you

On you

Every time I'm ready to leave

Always seems to be

Pullin' in the wrong direction

Divin' in with no protection

Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity

Pullin' me back

Pullin' me in

Why you pullin' me back

Pullin' me in

Just like gravity

Gravity(x5)

I know I betrayed but I'm made to

Ignore the universe when I see you

Cause every night the stars will shine

Verging into U-turn times

Anythin' that they can just to change my mind

When I pass your road I can't help rewind

What is wrong with me?

All that I wanna be is

Through with you

And I know that deep down I'm callin' time on you

On you

Every time I'm ready to leave

Always seem to be

Pullin' in the wrong direction

Divin' in with no protection

Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity

Pullin' me back

Pullin' me in

Why you pullin' me back

Pullin' me in

Just like gravity

Gravity(x5)

Stop pulling me

Gravity(x5)

Be quiet, let me leave, let me go

Don't say another word

Cause every sound

You're pullin' me down

Baby,

You got hold on me

Like gravity

Yeah(x6)

Gravity

Every time I'm ready to leave

Always seem to be

Pullin' in the wrong direction

Divin' in with no protection

Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity

Pullin' me back

Pullin' me in

Why you pullin' me back

Pullin' me in

Just like gravity

Gravity(x5)

Gravity, yeah

Gravity(x6)

hmmmmmmm

2010-02-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

wow.. i'm leavin casio s'pore in another 1 wk plus le.. i'd tendered my letter alrdy on 5th feb.. so my last day is on 5th march bt then, i gt one off day n 3 a/l nt clear so my real last day is on 1st march.. haha.. bt if realli wanna count properly, i only left w 7 days of shift work jiu leave e com liao.. i'm in the midst of findin job.. i so wanna go back to hotel line n i'm still lookin for e job in hotel.. by right tml gt interview bt i cancel coz is very far for me.. transport fees will b damn high lo.. then fri gt another interview at tanglin road.. still findin out how to go there.. by mrt i dunno which stop to gt off.. bt bus i dunno which stop to gt off too.. so i muz look into more details into tt.. haha.. the interview i'm goin on fri is office job de.. dunno how is it goin to b like.. i have nt been to an interview for three yrs liao.. nw think abt it is a scary thing lo.. imagine 2 to 3 person lookin at u like one kind.. hmmm.. scary to e max.. haha.. bt then i muz jia you.. i need to learn frm the experience.. hmmm.. juz another few more days n i'm sayin bye to my three yrs de colleagues liao.. gotta miss most of them.. hopefully i'm able to drop by e workplace every nw n then ba.. muack..

2010-02-05T12:57:00.003+08:00

sometime i juz envy my friends who can b able to meet their dear dear anytime they want.. their dear dear is always like think for them wherever they go or whatever they want.. i'm nt sayin tt mine is nt doin all these.. is juz tt sometime gals will like to envy their own frends in some things.. sometimes things are nt as easy as anyone thought it would be.. it looks simple bt is nt simple actually.. sometimes i juz dunno how i shu express myself properly to let pple knw what exactly i'm thinkin.. my mind is in a mess actually.. so no title for this post tdy.. i've tendered my letter today le.. i guess i'll b receivin calls frm office soon le ba.. hmmm.. i'm still lookin for jobs nw.. hopefully i gt what i wanted.. juz nt in e mood nw.. damn!!

sian!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-30T14:20:00.002+08:00

sian!!!!!!!! didnt went to party last night coz nt many pple go.. sob sob.. then jiu end up i go meet my friend for movie session.. watch w her n the bf.. baby was at his frend hus plus need to book in early today so nvr join in.. watch "tooth fairy" at jp.. was quite funny also.. many pple went to watch too.. haha.. then went hm early aft tt lo.. actually wanna go drink w her frends bt she very tired alsoso nvr go le.. then ltr meetin my gals for shoppin n dinner.. need to prepare le.. tata~

Party tim3!!!!

2010-01-29T11:54:00.003+08:00

woohoo!!! i'm goin to party tonight!!! man.. i've longed for party like 1 yr plus lo.. so shitty tt i nvr go club aft i start this full time job.. finally tonight goin party w my colleagues!!!! finally i can go play like mad.. told dad ytd again tt i'm goin out till late tonight then he super nt happy bt i guess gt mummy ard to persuade dad is a no prob thingy.. haha.. dad, relax.. i'll b fine!! haha.. anyway, tonight goin to meet yuki first then meet the rest.. i wonder i'll play till what time lei.. hee.. definitely will enjoy like mad.. hopefully tml i dun get hang ovr too much coz meetin my lao possssssss for dinner n shoppin too.. might b meetin my lovely lao po n sweet sweet couple early bfore meetin the rest.. so i cant hang ovr too much tml.. hee.. hopefully i gt photos to upload here.. haha.. i knw i very long nvr upload photos le bt somedays i will do so.. tata~

Louboutins

2010-01-22T19:46:00.002+08:00

Uh uh oh ahhhhhhh radio killa

Taking back my love(x5)

You said you changed,

but still nothing.

You're still the same,

I'm just a part time lover.

And I'm the blame,

Should've went away.

But yet i stayed,

With a part time lover.

See, somedays you will love me.

Then you don't, then you do, then you won't,

Then you're here, then you're gone.

I'm alone.

Now you got me stressing out

On the phone.

But it's the last time, I'm movin' on,

I'm throwing on my Louboutins

I'm throwing on my Louboutins(x8)

I left the state,

Changed everything,

No more (818)

For the part time lover.

What goes around,

comes back around.

And then you get what you deserve.

You part time lover.

See, somedays you will love me.

The you don't, then you do, then you won't,

Then you're here, then you're gone.

I'm alone

Now you got me stressing out,

On the phone.

But it's the last time, I'm movin' on

I'm throwing on my Louboutins.

I'm throwing on my Louboutins(x8)

Watch these Red bottoms,

And the back of my jeans.

Watch me go, bye baby.

Don't know what you got until it's gone

Tail Light is all you'll see

Watch this Benz exit

That driveway.

I'm throwing on my Louboutins(eh hey eh) (x8)

Watch me walk it out,

Walk it out, walk it out.

Walk this right up

out the house.

Walk it out watch me walk it out

walk it out walk this right up out the house

I'm throwin on my Louboutins (out the house) (x8)

:(

2010-01-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

angry!!!!! bad things happen.. so shit de lei.. actually plan to tender this mth then next mth jiu clear my al jiu go le then end up cant.. so sian.. anyway, i knw i very long nvr blog bt then no choice.. coz i'm very busy this few wks.. haiz.. so tired.. dunno what i shu do nw tt i cant tender this mth.. tml goin to rebond my hair.. bt is aft my work jiu need to go le.. so muz rush there.. then thurs will b workin full shift.. haiz.. actually i dunno what to blog nw.. so i guess i shu end here.. bb..

:(

2009-12-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

wow.. a brand new year is comin le.. is juz another two days.. bt e sad thing is.. i cant go out n play.. due to work so gotta b a gd gal n work lo.. shit.. goin to miss a ll the damn fun so much.. haiz.. no choice.. retail line de timin is always so shitty.. how i wish i can go.. nw can onli wait for the com. de party ba.. my next mth schedule is so shitty.. haiz.. endure ba.. so sian n moody nw.. haiz.. i reali very long nvr enjoy myself le.. i feel like i'm goin to b lock like mad le lo.. so wanna play so damn much.. my rashes is gettin better le.. hopefully it goes well smoothly ba.. sian.. end my post.. tata~

Two is better than one

2009-12-17T23:57:00.004+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and i thought, hey

You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes, the way you say

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought, hey

Maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking, ooh

I can't live without you

'Cause baby, two

Is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I figured out with all that's said and done

Two is better than one

2009-12-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

sian to the max.. tml m off bt nw fuckin moody.. fuck up to the max too.. prob r suppose to b gone aft i didn mention for like few days bt then kpo is still there to ask many many kpo questions.. fuck up..

baby, bein protective of u is it a wrong thing for me to do so?? things are diff in many ways.. sometime even i nvr say out, my actions are very obvious tt i wanna protect baby like how baby protect me.. bt m i wrong to do so?? i love u tt's y i'm doin tt.. i juz fuckin dun like the feelin of pple who dun even knw how to b automatic in some stuff tt they are nt suppose to do.. sometime i reali wan to close both my eyes n juz b ignorant to all of things ard me bt i cant.. coz if i does tt, things will gt even more worse.. i dun care whether u are readin it or nt nw.. i voice out what i wanna tell u.. even u nvr read it, i also dun care.. it tooks me so damn xin ku n long to find u n i'll nvr let u go..

:(

2009-12-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

shit!!! so many things happen to me lo.. haven recover frm my rashes.. have been goin on for quite awhile le.. havin itch everywhere.. make me so pissed n angry.. then some more some other gal outside make me even more du lan.. damn lei.. i dun wanna b mean to this gal coz is my bf de friend bt somehow she make me very very pissed.. very very f***k up la.. super cb de lo.. she is reali like a bitch.. STAY AWAY FRM MY BF U BITCH.. nth to do is it.. come n find me la..

shitty things happen to me so damn much.. since last mth, i've been seein docs for 4 times n nvr recover.. then this gal appear.. super sian.. somemore she kp contactin n tellin my bf things tt doesn work out at all.. hear alrdy also du lan lo.. i dun feel like doin anything nw.. dun feel like workin.. dun feel like entertainin anyone.. i work for the sake of workin nw.. so sian.. so damn no mood nw.. i guess i need vacation.. bt my health muz b okay then i will have my vacation.. w rashes, who e hell will enjoy the vacation sia.. is real shit de lo.. i wanna recover fast.. reali wanna recover fast.. RASHES, CAN U DUN APPEAR LE THEN FEW DAYS LTR APPEAR AGAIN!!! IS MAKIN ME SUFFER LIKE A MAD GAL!!! sob sob sob..

Busy day tml!!!!!

2009-11-19T23:10:00.003+08:00

tml will b a busy day for me le.. haha.. tml is my bday celebration.. haha.. i knw i kept repeatin bt this is me!!! haha.. anyway, tml i guess i can slp till quite late n then aft tt prepare myself to meet some of my ladies ovr at my place to decide on the decor thingy.. hee.. tml 5 plus jiu go to the place le.. hmmm.. so excited abt tml.. can c so many friends tt i very long nvr c n can chat w them too.. ermmm.. i will do my best to chat w everyone of them coz i wanna catch up w them.. haha.. then aft my thingy will b rushin to baby de chalet le.. baby de celebration will b on sat night.. so tml night i jiu go ovr and stay at the chalet liao.. like tt i wun b so rush on sat too.. hee.. oh ya.. i've alrdy gt some of e bday presents le.. one of my colleague bought a personal de dolphin pendant.. one n onli de design.. haha.. then aft tt, ytd my mum gave me my present too.. is also dolphin pendant.. is so nice lo!!!! haha.. like it lots also.. then went to work till closin.. bt ytd my another colleague came down to pass me a present too.. is a simple bracelet.. is nice lo.. simple is gd too one!!! haha.. then aft closin, yiwen took out a "letter" kind of envolpe n put on table when i wasnt payin attention.. gt a shocked frm her lo.. haha.. thks to my colleagues.. thks for the gift they bought n gave me.. haha.. finally i can rest frm tml onwards to sun le.. hee.. bt aft tt very tired also coz work de schedule packed lo.. sian.. bt nvm.. enjoy myself this few days.. nites everyone!!!

hee..

2009-11-16T18:28:00.004+08:00

opps.. so damn long nvr update my blog.. well.. too many things goin on nw.. haha.. ermmm.. bt currently i'm sick.. four days bfore my celebration.. hope i'l b fine by tt time!!*crossin fingers* sian.. last wk was busy w work n personal stuff.. then nw finally have the time to blog.. haha.. coz i'm on MC.. wahahaha.. didn wanna take bt no choice coz is very xin ku.. sob sob.. bought my phone last wk de sat bfore joinin baby de frend bday celebration @ WCP.. haha.. had ice cream cake n pizza when we reach WCP.. went out till 12am like tt then hm le.. haha.. anyway, i bought LG Joy phone.. finally i gt the phone i wants.. still abit blur abt the functions bt nvm.. will gt use soon.. then sun was workin too.. busy w work.. suddenly feel tt i've gt no time for myself lo.. nw can only wait for 20th nov onwards.. oh ya.. my celebration is juz this wk lo.. wahaha.. n baby de also this wk.. juz two days to my actual bday n three days to baby de actual bday.. hee.. cant wait for tt day to come!!!! hee.. juz work another three days n i'm on leave le.. hee.. time juz pass abit faster so i can enjoy.. haha.. awaitin!!

Anxious and exCited!!!!

2009-11-02T17:45:00.003+08:00

wahaha.. juz abt two wks plus jiu reach baby n mine bday plus our bday celebration!!!! so excited!!! tml goin to have hair cut!!!! wanna c the outcome wor.. cant wait to cut tml!!!! haha.. this wk alot pple de bday.. my com gt five pple includin me!!! haha.. bt i stil gt lots of friends same mth bday as me.. wahaha.. happenin wor.. anyway, juz nw went out w my mum to IMM for a short shoppin trip.. haha.. bought a top n short.. still choosin what to wear for my bday lo.. lots of suggestion frm friends.. haha.. considerin the suggestion.. hee.. dunno how also.. lucky still gt two more wks for me to choose.. bt then, i only left w two off days to choose bfore my bday celebration.. hee.. this whole mth baby dun need to stay in camp coz he need to go hougang for his NS drivin thingy.. everyday is stay out de.. bt very super tired coz very far.. bt can only endure.. anyway, last mth i hit my challenin target worz.. i'm so damn happy lo.. haha.. this wk goin to gt baby de present too.. hmmm.. gt in mind what to gt le so shu b easy liao.. nw is waitin for the moment to come.. haha.. reali cant wait!!!

tIred bt happy!!!!!

2009-10-29T23:26:00.004+08:00

OMG.. this whole wk i dun have any off coz i took my off on last sun le.. so next wk then gt two days off.. n guess what.. this comin sun is november le.. woohoo.. haha.. so happy lo.. cant wait cant wait!! next wk goin to have my hair cut n then start to prepare something for my bday le.. left three wks to my celebration lo.. wahahaha.. reali excited.. another 20 days to my bday n 21 days to baby de birthday.. hee..

today, mj n jess lim came down to my work place n find me.. i'm so surprised lo.. didn expect them to come down lo.. both of them comin to my bday celebration.. so happy.. haha.. mj change alot sia.. pretty lady.. hee.. chatted for awhile then they went off to shop bt ard 5 like tt they came back to say bye to me.. hee.. reali happy to c them.. hee..

nw i cant wait for next wk coz gt hair cut.. hee.. my schedule is as what i expected anyway.. so is gd.. bt is also messy coz alot of full shift.. bt a lot of full shift meanin the money is rollin into my pocket next mth.. haha.. i think i'm goin crazy abt wantin my bday celebration to come faster!!!! haha.. reali cant wait!!!!!! hee..

2009-10-26T22:28:00.003+08:00

haiz.. today kena all weird weird customers de lo.. so stupid lei.. gt one cust i need to face on thurs again.. so sian.. dun wanna talk abt tt anymore.. say the whole situation makes me very tired only.. anyway, last wk was a tirin wk coz the shift i've gt was very messy!!!! didn manage to fetch baby frm camp last fri coz i'm workin mornin n he wans me to go hm first.. so i went hm n rest lo.. bt fri night baby came ovr my hus to stay w me.. coz sat i was off n can slp till late.. haha.. anyway, sat me n baby slp till 12 like tt then wake up.. was packin my rm tt day w my mum n baby.. hee.. so tired lo.. threw away one cabinet n table.. wahaha.. bt shifted in a brand new cabinet to put my stuff.. i also threw away a lot of things sia.. mainly is rubbish.. hee.. nw, my rm is much more spacious le.. nt used to it.. bt feel tt my rm is neat nw.. haha.. then ytd went to attend my jie fu de sister's weddin lunch.. overall is okay la.. ermmm.. nt much to comment.. hee.. bt ytd night went out w baby for dinner then send him to station to go back camp.. so this fri then can c him bt again, i'm workin.. summore is afternoon shift.. so most likely he will b comin down to fetch me ba.. hee.. i cant wait for my bday celebration to come lo.. abt another three wks jiu reach le.. hee.. so excited!!! another 23 days to my bday n 24 days to baby's bday.. hee.. i'm goin to do something to my hair.. hmmm.. mayb next wk or the wk aft next ba.. haha.. shall c how!!!! ~tata~

S!an!!

2009-10-19T23:28:00.003+08:00

damn sian lo.. ytd baby told me tt he dun need to go outfield then i was so happy.. even think tt this wkend de sat i can pei him one whole day coz i'm off.. bt end up today mornin he called and said tt he still need to go.. we two sian sia.. hai.. nw he is at tekong liao.. somemore stayin there till ard next wk de mon or tues lo.. meanin i next wk then can c him lo.. i guess he will b super duper shag de lo.. dman sian.. haiz.. bt what to do.. he need to go means he need to go lo.. juz nw ovr the fone w baby, his voice make me sad sia coz he doesnt n shu nt b goin to outfield de.. then his voice is super sian lo.. i reali dunno how to comfort him lo.. first time i dunno how to comfort baby lo.. he reali very sian n his voice is sian till i very heartpain for him lo.. reali can sense tt he doesnt wanna b there at all.. bt can onli endure lo.. haiz.. nw i can onli look forward for next wk de fri le.. miss him much!!!

wooh00!!!

2009-10-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

yeah!!! haha.. my bday thingy is done le.. left w guest list n decor only.. haha.. end up nvr choose safra de coz way too ex le.. cant afford lo.. sob sob.. plus the pple there piss me off lo.. sian lo.. bt anyway, i've booked the restaurant at bukit batok de csc (hilltop garden).. hee..

okay, my dear dear ladies.. here is the information tt i'm givin u all for my bday venue and time.. is at bukit batok de hilltop garden.. is goin to b on 20th nov. night.. dinner will start at 7pm and is goin to b a buffet dinner.. hee..

actually, i cant wait for tt day to come lo.. dunno y also.. so damn excited.. told my lao po tt ytd night then she laugh.. haha.. nw countin down to my bday is 1 mth and 6 days.. bt my celebration is 1 mth and 8 days.. haha.. celebrate late.. haha.. baby de also.. left 1 mth and 7 days to baby de bday.. haha.. bt he also nvr count down much la.. is only i do the count down.. hee.. cant wait for tt day!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee.. hee..

weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2009-10-11T23:50:00.003+08:00

haha.. ytd my mood also like fri like tt.. then baby asked me y i so sian like dun wan care abt him.. then i told him coz he this wkend like dun wanna meet n c me.. N then the time is nt right like tt.. like everythin we two plan for this wkend de were all cropped up!!! so fed up lo.. then i went to the ladies n cry.. sob.. haha.. bt only awhile.. then he say i crazy.. haha.. coz he nvr say dun wanna meet me or anythin.. is the timin is diff.. bt ytd night end up we also meet coz finally the timin is correct!!!! yeah!!! then he also knw i nt happy abt fri thingy then he asked if i'm angry.. n i told him if he dun wan me to angry jiu gt me a cute bear.. he reali did lo.. haha.. is pooh bear.. haha.. then aft tt he send me hm and slack awhile at my hus.. this afternoon also meet up to have lunch w my jie, jie fu n mummy!!!! hee.. then aft tt baby jiu go hm le.. nw he is in camp.. next wk de fri then can c him.. hopefully everythin goes smoothly!!!! nitex..

super sian!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-09T12:43:00.005+08:00

haiz.. super sian lo.. juz gt the mail frm safra only then the quotation is rather high sia.. ltr goin to another venue to check out the place n menu w mummy.. safra de ovr my budget alot wor.. sian.. so so ex.. haiz.. today mood.. super nt gd ah!!!!!! humph.. today is friday which is my off day n which is my baby book out day.. bt i super sian coz.................. off day i go c c my bday venue n then nt meettin baby.. super sian.. so lookin forward to c him today bt then crop up!!!! coz he at night goin clubbin w his friends so aft he book out le jiu will b very rush for him.. so nt meetin.. ytd mood is like today de lo.. ytd mood spoil by the safra pple le then plus bi msg me ytd sayin tt he tonight goin out w his friends n when i think abt his timin sure rush jiu even more sian.. then jiu end up i SUPER sian!!!!!! haiz.. tot today can c him bt cant.. then today i'm alone lo.. basically will b e whole day ba.. haiz.. mood spoil to the max.. dunno what to do ltr aft seein the venue.. friends all workin n studyin so left me alone.. borin.. then ytd night aft hang up w bi, he msg me say tml which is today i juz take it as my rest day.. fcuk la.. today is alrdy my rest/off day le la.. then actually happily waitin for my off day to c him de bt end up nt happy n dun even wan my off day for this wk.. i rather go back work today lo coz gt stocks comin.. sian ah!!!!

haiz...

2009-10-06T00:20:00.003+08:00

sian.. my bday thingy haven settle.. i've found the venue le bt then the person in charge haven contact me abt the menu n quotation.. make my plan go slower.. i wanna faster settle my thing then i'll knw if i have enough for my other stuff ma.. bt haiz.. took one wk le n there is no reply yet.. dunno how sia.. felt so lost lo.. haiz.. sad sad.. then i've done my guest list le.. realized tt i've gt so many to invite wor.. haha.. bt even i gt guest list then tt person in charge stil haven confirm w me.. i'm prayin so hard everyday tt my email inbox will have a mail frm them.. bt there is nth at all lo.. everytime go n check then dun have any mails frm them.. so panick lo.. reali dunno how.. hopefully by this wk jiu can settle liao.. if nt i sure call n find out what's takin them so long to reply to my request lo.. frm last wk de monday till nw lo.. haiz.. so sian suddenly.. pls let my bday things goes smoothly!!!!

b0rin..

2009-10-01T00:14:00.003+08:00

sian.. nt slpy lei.. baby finishin his gurad duty.. waitin for him to msg me anyway.. new mth start le.. meanin new target will b comin le.. OMG.. haha.. anyway, i manage to hit my sept. target.. although nt much bt at least i've hit my target lo.. haha.. i need money.. coz need for my bday stuff.. i've found the venue le bt the person haven contact me n let me knw the quotation n menu.. hope can by this wk then i settle everythin by next wk.. coz like tt i can knw how much i need to spend for my bday n baby de bday.. baby de bday thingy alrdy settle le.. nw left mine only.. haiz.. hopefully eveyrthing goes smoothly.. so borin actually.. didn knw what to do nw.. juz blindly serving internet for nth.. haha.. jux another one mth n 17 days to my bday.. haha.. cant wait actually.. wanna do something to my hair n make myself look so diff lo.. haha.. i muz endure till nov.. haha.. wonder how it will turn out.. fri goin to off le!!! so happy coz can meet baby aft he book out.. haha.. baby haven msg me.. sian sian sian.. reali dunno what to do lei.. b0rin to e max!!!!!!

sob sob:(

2009-09-27T23:17:00.004+08:00

today is 27th sept le.. tml jiu 7th mth ann w baby liao.. tml i'm workin at vivo city and baby is in camp.. i mean he is in camp nw.. today worked full shift.. so tired lo.. woke up abit early to have breakfast w baby at jp.. like as if very long nvr have breakfast w him de feelin.. haha.. then aft tt jiu go work n baby go hm.. nw muz wait till fri then can c him le.. sob sob.. miss him so much alrdy.. juz nw at 22:34 tt time baby called.. talk for awhile coz goin to lights out le.. today is the first time he reminded me tt tml i'm workin at vivo city.. haha.. first time he remind me where i'm workin coz normally is i remind him where i'm workin de.. haha.. so happy.. then heard his voice awhile jiu control my voice coz i'm goin to tear juz nw ovr phone.. suddenly miss him so much lo.. even this mornin we were tgt bt i still miss him lo.. i sounded so crazy.. haha.. although i'm used to his NS life bt sometime i'll still behaves like this.. haha.. dunno y also.. hee.. so slpy le.. goin to bed.. nitex..

updatessssssssss again..

2009-09-26T21:26:00.004+08:00

nw at hm le.. haha.. today work mornin shift.. actually shu b afternoon de bt then jason change w me coz he gt something on in the mornin.. so aft work jiu meet baby to go da bao dinner hm for my family n us.. hee.. early in the mornin i so fed up by one person.. everytime borrow $$ one lo.. shit!!!!! then this mornin wanna lent 200 bucks frm me bt i refused to lent him.. if i lent him, then i will eat air frm today till 7th oct lo.. damn it lei.. goin to end mth then come and ask me for loan.. so angry lo.. then nw he stay in his precious rm and nvr come out to talk at all.. by all means man.. always in the wrong stil dare to act like as if is other pple's fault.. damn it.. humph.. so angry lo this mornin.. spoil my mood early in the mornin.. then told evan n evan say dun care.. baby also say dun care.. of coz dun care la.. if i care then i surely eat air one lo.. haiz.. baby at my hus nw playin my ds.. haha.. tml workin full shift.. haven hit my first target yet.. hopefully can faster hit!!!!! i wan more sales.. wahahaha..

Pedi and lunch session...

2009-09-18T15:16:00.003+08:00

jux nw went out w jessica lim for pedi and lunch session.. so damn long nvr meet her le lo.. ever since her bday celebration jiu nvr gt e chance to meet out liao.. so happy to meet her juz nw.. chatted abt alot of things anyway.. end up i spend quite alot on my toes.. haha.. told baby i went out w my frend then he thought is a guy then aft tt i told him is gal la.. haha.. had subway w jessica also.. we reali chatted alot of things lo.. haha.. abt our life, her work, my work and some other things la.. long conversation anyway.. haha.. hope can meet out more often!!! hee..

ltr will b fetchin baby frm his camp.. today he book out then mon then book in again!!!! haha.. bt tml workin full shift.. another last min changes.. no choice so i work full lo.. anyway gt ot $$.. haha.. then meet baby for dinner and then jiu go hm le.. heavy rain nw.. sian.. hopefully nt rainin heavily le.. hee.. will b meetin baby at bedok..

anyway, my bday celebration thingy is nt goin the way i wanted.. gt abit messy la.. sian.. location haven set then the date gt changes again.. so sian abt it.. juz nw jessica say if i need any help can ask her.. thks gal.. haha.. next wk need to go c the venue le then decide abt it ba.. hmmm.. hopefully wil nt ovr my budget lo.. pls.. let me find a gd n nice location w a afforable pricin.. haha..

Baby POP!!!

2009-09-05T14:08:00.001+08:00

baby today pop le.. haha.. so happy for him.. meet his parents at my hus downstairs n took cab to his camp.. haha.. his letter wrote 10:15 will start bt end up 10:30 then start.. whole parade took ard 1hr like tt.. quite short la n took some photos.. will put on facebook other days.. haha.. saw them throw their caps.. all of them are so happy lo.. haha.. excited sia baby.. this morning he scared tt we will b late for his POP.. haha.. then baby took some photos w his frends they all.. i can c baby will miss his bunkmates lots coz cant always meet liao.. anyway after his POP, he ran to take his bags and go hm.. i'm at his hus nw.. ltr will b goin to my hus first to prepare my things.. after tt jiu go to yi de bday celebration le.. i cant wait to c them lo.. haha.. felt abit slpy nw coz woke up early.. bt c baby so happy.. i also happy for him.. haha.. piggy baby is slpin nw le.. poor him.. this morning he cant evn slp at all lo.. let him catch his nap first then jiu go out le.. gals, c ya tonight!!!! muackzZz..

updatessssssssssssss!!!!

2009-09-04T13:57:00.003+08:00

so long nvr update my blog le.. haha.. lazy to do so sometime.. haha.. anyway, baby will pop tml le.. yeah!!! three mths is ovr le.. left 1yr plus nia.. time pass fast fast.. hee.. then tonight at 9pm he will b having his 24km road march till 3am then tml i can c him le.. haha.. happy!!! bt baby need to book in next friday le.. sian.. friday book in then he spend his wkend there lo.. no choice.. this is army life.. endure!!!!!!! anyway, tml is one of my gals' de bday.. will b goin down myself w baby to meet them.. can c my gals again!!! aft tml then most likely have to c them again on my bday le ba.. omg lo.. haiz.. very long lei.. my bday is on nov then yi de celebration is tml so total have to wait for two mths!!!!!!! all so busy lei.. oct. dun think can meet them too coz work and study jiu no time le.. sob sob.. cant wait for tml.. humph..

juz nw my ITE frend, jess, asked me to go out w my other frends.. i so wanna go coz so super long nvr c them le lo.. then bcoz tt time de thingy at ITE, end up i nvr go.. coz i dunno if some wanna c me ma then somemore so long nvr contact them lei.. suddenly go jiu will weird lo.. suddenly i'm back to their life, so dunno what they will think.. although i knw ct and jess, mayb yl is okay w me le.. bt still gt some others ba.. i so wanna c them lo.. very long nvr them le lei.. tt time jess de bday, i only saw her and mj.. the rest i nvr c them at all.. actually i kinda miss all of my ITE de gals.. coz very long nvr c them.. i guess gt 3yrs le ba.. haha.. well, shall c how the fates leads us gals ba..

Abt yi de bday!!

2009-08-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

My ladies.. haha.. ermm.. i'm bloggin this post on behalf of yi de account, she will b celebrating her bday on 5th sept at east coast park.. it will b a bbq session.. so anything juz ask her.. haha.. anyway, rmb tt janet n evan de bday celebration is on 22nd aug(sat).. c u ladies tt day.. muackzzz..

b@ck!!!

2009-08-11T13:00:00.003+08:00

i'm back le.. haha.. reached spore at 12 plus today mornin.. so freakin tired!!! quite enjoy myself ovrall.. bt ride 12 hrs to reach thailand by bus.. haha.. cheap trip so travel by bus.. haha.. anyway, fri night jiu leave spore and reach thailand ard 8am the next day morning.. tour guide brought us to c the products frm their own country.. bt the tour guide is very very lousy.. he kept talkin abt his family thingy and nvr intro much abt the history of thailand or anything else tt most tour guide will do.. and the way he talk is so funny tt me, my cousin, jie and jie fu kept laughin.. haha..

anyway, ard 6plus in the evenin we check in hotel and faster bath le jiu go and had our dinner at another hotel.. haha.. weird right?? check in at our stay de hotel bt had dinner ovr at another hotel.. haha.. then jiu is shoppin time.. bt i didnt buy anything much yet.. juz bought 8 keychain de dolls for my gals n me.. is cute lo.. haha.. and i bought a jumper for myself and then a jacket for baby.. hee.. i also gt buy some snacks for his family and my colleagues..

the next day is free and easy till evenin time.. overall the food is nice thru out the whole trip.. the free and easy time i bought two top for myself.. at night time aft our dinner, we watched Ah Guan show.. is reali OMG lo.. haha.. they looks pretty bt stil something is very weird la.. haha.. shall nt elaborate more.. hee.. anyway, aft the show, all of them ran out to the entrance to ask for tips frm us.. haha.. all of us run away lo.. summore when i look at them in their face, e makeup is very thick lo!! scary!! then ytd jiu wake up very early to prepare to come back le.. slp in the bus like a pig lo.. so damn tired lo.. then reach m'sia de custom we kena damn long de traffic jam.. then went reach spore de custom also kena traffic jam.. abt 2 hrs plus lo.. if nt, ytd night jiu reach hm le.. haha.. photos will upload next time.. gtg le.. miss ya baby!!!!!!!!!! muackzzz

Thailand trip!!!

2009-08-07T15:00:00.003+08:00

i'm leaving tonight to thailand and leavin my baby in spore.. OMG.. cant c him till next wk.. haiz.. baby also sad.. me too.. finally i can c him for more time bt the trip is this wkend.. haiz.. sad.. in another 4 hrs time jiu need to go off le.. took a/l frm work then can relax.. haiz.. today is a short post anyway.. baby tml den can book out n mon jiu book in.. i'll b comin back on tues mornin.. how sad it is.. sob.. didn gt to hear baby de voice for abt three nights le then tonight till mon night also cant hear his voice.. how sia.. can only c his photos lo.. sad sad sad.. baby, i miss u.. haiz.. gtg le.. bye my gals.. c y on 22nd aug.. bye baby.. c ya on 15th aug.. muackzzz..

:)

2009-07-31T21:41:00.003+08:00

haha.. i'm out of suntec le.. tml is a new mth le and i'll b goin back to jp again.. nw then i update my blog.. haha.. very very long nvr update le.. previously was busy w work and also goin out w one of my gals de bday.. went to sheena de 19th july bday at changi chalet.. spend one night bfore the actual day.. bt didn manage to c her cut her cake coz my parents urge me to go hm early.. sian half n very angry tt night.. BT.. i manage to c her cake.. is very very pinky and nice.. happy for her anyway.. haha.. bfore goin to her chalet i went to my another friend de bday at pasir ris.. very rush also coz aft work jiu go ovr le.. didn manage to talk to her more coz real rush to the max.. haha.. sry jessica lim.. hee.. previously very very stress abt my work coz very hard to hit target.. i very nt happy.. very sad coz i calculate my $$ for next mth is like i everyday muz eat a bread.. haha.. then i reali dunno what to do lei.. baby asked me nt to think too much.. bt very hard lo.. haiz.. then baby say he will help me if i really need help.. thks baby.. bt then nw i think is okay le coz i've hit my first target le.. last min hit de.. today de sales very gd.. ovr 2k.. so damn happy.. my colleague told me de so i knw tt.. haha.. nw i'm feelin much happier than bfore le.. haha.. very lucky abt it.. next wk jiu goin ovrseas le.. very fast wor.. next wk cant pei baby durin weekend.. sad.. i wanna pei him bt i cant.. bt come to think abt it, at least baby can pei his family and can rest at hm or go out w his friends too.. tml he jiu book out le.. can c him le!! happy.. haha.. end here first.. update more next time.. :)

s!ck

2009-07-14T14:46:00.003+08:00

i'm sick.. very sick le.. ytd jiu feelin abit nt right le.. then work till 5 plus like tt jiu reali cant take it le n ask my collague if he can work full ma.. at tt point of time, i'm having fever, great headache and cough le.. then really cant take it le.. call jie and c where is she.. told her what happen le then she faster rush down frm her workplace to pick me up frm suntec then jie fu send us hm.. i felt so xin ku lo.. told my supervisor abt me nt feelin well then he say i almost everytime gt prob de.. then stil say if today i'm ok jiu go back work.. what sia.. i jux say i knw what to do de.. then i went hm le.. 8 like tt jiu go c doc.. my whole body feel so weak.. then no appetite too.. then doc measure my temp.. is so high lo.. 38.5 degrees.. i sturn lo.. then he gave me fever med and cough de coz headache i still have.. told my sup. tt i'm having high fever then he also nvr say want me to go back le.. then this morinin wake up, my fever still haven go down.. still feeling very weak.. vomitted aft drink water.. bt aft tt jiu ok le.. ate some porridge then took med.. the cough med is drowsy de so i very fast jiu knock out le.. nw my fever went down le.. lucky wor.. tml jiu need to go back work liao.. coz only mc two days.. ytd n today.. this sat jiu can c baby again le.. ytd night he then booked in coz he on mc too.. so ytd n today is my turn to mc.. haha.. preparing a list of things to bring to sheena de chalet.. so gtg le.. buaiz!!!

:P

2009-07-10T00:22:00.003+08:00

yeah!!! baby booked out ytd nite.. haha.. coz his IPPT gt lots n lots n lots of improvement sia!!!! happy for him.. i'm off today.. so can meet baby also.. yeah yeah yeah.. haha.. reali happy.. ytd was workin full alone in the shop.. sian.. sales super bad.. then somemore my target is so high!!!! OMG.. i hope i can hit my targets!!! bugis shop had been takin my stocks.. haiz.. wanna say no also cant sia.. sad!!! soon my showcase is going to b empty COZ company is goin to open another shop at orchard le.. this mth jiu start business n they are takin stocks frm all outlets so my outlet de showcase wil b empty quite soon.. then one gal is so idoit to say this:" see.. i've told u tt surely yr outlet will kena by takin away yr stock for new outlet de." fcuk lo.. so what frm my outlet.. u also frm my outlet one what.. is juz tt u are runnin outlet to outlet nia.. somemore for the last two mths u are survivin on my outlet's commission le stupid.. is only tt u will b transferin to the new outlet frm mid of the mth onwards what.. u r too early to b happy lo.. new outlet will nt b easy to handle de.. so damn gd luck to u har..

anyway, i went to pierce ear hole.. pierce a second ear hole on my right ear.. haha.. my family doesnt knw abt it.. if my parents knws abt it, then tt's e end of my new ear hole.. haha.. need to gt some slp le.. nitez everyone!!!

updates updates!!!

2009-06-30T20:46:00.003+08:00

wahahaha.. saw baby finally on friday night.. he booked out on friday night.. i didn even knw tt he booked out tt day n somemore i'm working afternoon shift.. then when i'm doing settlement, he called and say he is otw to fetch me off work.. i'm so happy lo.. i nearly cry aft hang up the phone.. haha.. silly right.. hee.. then baby reached at 9:50 like tt then i rush up to c him.. haha.. he is so tan nw le.. OMG lo.. haha.. his voice is still sore sore.. heart pain.. hee.. two wks nvr c him.. miss him so much lo.. then sat night meet baby aft my work to go watch Transformer.. watched the movie at 11:30pm.. finished at 2:45am.. haha.. the movie is nice!!! haha.. anyway, baby stayed ovrnight tt day at my hus w my parents' approval.. haha.. so happy.. both of us slept at ard 4am then next day go work.. lucky working afternoon shift.. if nt, sure very very tired de.. sunday night baby jiu booked in le.. this wk sat then can booked out coz of his IPPT.. hope everything is ok for him..

today is my off day.. went to ICA to gt my passport.. my I/C, passport photo and my face in person looks abit diff then e person who attend to me took quite long to c if ok or nt.. haha.. aft tt meet my jie to go HDB Hub for awhile then jiu go hm le.. nw slack at hm and wait for baby to call me.. juz called my colleague and checked if my outlet gt hit target or nt.. lucky gt hit!!!! haha.. happy.. my com is stable le.. dunno if evan there okay or nt.. coz she say very difficult to hit challenging target.. hope still okay ba..

Update time!!!!!

2009-06-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!!! another 4 more days and baby wil book out frm his camp le!!! happy.. hee.. anyway, past few days busy w work coz my colleague is on long mc.. so me n anothe gal work full shift alternatively.. so tired lo.. today off also no time to slack awhile.. woke up at 10 to prepare myself to go make my passport.. wil b leavin spore for a few days in august time.. so dont feel like leavin coz cant c baby lo!!! sian.. next wk jiu can collect le.. then after tt, went to bugis for prayin and shoppin.. and again, i spend $$.. OMG.. i bought a bag and a sandals.. sian lo.. wanted to save $$ then end up is spend $$.. haha.. bt the bag is really very nice.. so it tempt me to gt it.. so i gt it and nw is layin in my closet le.. haha.. mummy nvr buy much and i'm the one buy lots de feelin.. haha.. after tt, i went to JP to find my ladies awhile then jiu accompany mum go out again.. hee.. tml goin back to work le.. closin shop alone again!!! sian lo.. had been left alone in the shop for alot of days le.. thursday workin alone in the shop for the whole day.. lucky fri, sat n sun nt alone liao.. if nt, i'll b bored to mad de.. want the days to pass faster then when baby booked out on sat, i can c him.. miss him so much.. frm the day he booked into camp, he will call me at night when he is free.. hee.. his voice nw is different coz kp shouting.. no choice.. tt's NS life.. bear w 4 more days and i can c him le.. missing him lots lots.. muackzzz..

Mum's bday celebration

2009-06-15T22:04:00.004+08:00

above photos were took ytd.. went to west coast plaza to celebrate my mum de bday.. too bad baby cant follow us go.. went to this restaurant named as Paradise Inn.. the food there is nice.. drinks also nice.. haha.. ordered abt 7 dishes.. all is small portion de bt can eat till very full.. haha.. then we bought cake for my mum.. actually is a surprise bt my dad let the cat out of the bag.. so no surprise for mum le.. brought the cake out le then celebrate for mum.. we siblings and my brother-in-law gave her a red packet.. hee..

today n ytd was off.. so manage to spend time w family.. pei mummy the whole day today also.. anyway, today is baby de 4th day confinement in camp.. haiz.. he is losin his voice very very soon.. ytd didn mange to talk to him much coz he finish everything at 11pm then go prepare to bath all this jiu 12 midnight le.. so he slp onli 5 hrs today.. haiz.. so damn tough in Bedok camp.. sian.. my mum also asked baby to drink more water to protect his voice.. lucky today they have water parade lo.. if nt, he wil nt b able to talk to me ovr phone for awhile le.. juz nw 8 plus, baby de mum called me.. i'm so shocked lo.. suddenly gt private no call me.. haha.. she is worried abt baby bt she asked me to pass msg to him tt if he is able to call at 9 plus at night, juz miss call n they wil knw le.. in another 11 days baby jiu can book out le.. haha.. days pass faster!!!! tml goin back to work le.. have to work for another 7 days then i'l gt my off.. so, days pass faster!!! hee.. miss him lots!!

12th june 09

2009-06-12T16:21:00.003+08:00

today is impt day for baby.. haha.. first photo is baby in his camp le.. haha.. last two was took ytd.. bfore baby cut his hair, he took pic w me.. then aft tt, he took pic in the salon aft cuttin.. haha.. is real cute lo.. haha.. anyway, jux nw in the mornin 6:30 jiu meet baby to go bedok camp liao.. woke up at 5am like tt then go prepare myself.. didn reali slp last nite.. tossin here n there.. tryin to slp better bt end up didn.. so nw i'm so tired bt stil cant slp.. weird rite!!! 2 plus in the mornin baby msg me sayin he cant slp.. i also.. quite nervous so didn slp well lo.. i think i onli slp abt 3 hrs ba.. baby say he slp abt 1 hr plus.. he looked so damn tired when i met him.. haiz.. then aft tt meet his family to go in tgt.. reach there 8 plus le.. waited in the canteen for awhile then jiu go witness his Oath-takin ceremony.. then aft tt jiu go de-tour his camp area.. haha.. baby kp touchin his head lo.. haha.. look ard his bulk, his meals area and also what he is goin to do in e camp.. hee.. then aft de-tour jiu go haf lunch tgt w him.. bt aft his lunch, baby muz fall in le.. haiz.. :( when i looked at e time is 11am le.. saw my aunt and uncle also.. my cousin also booked in e same camp as baby.. haha.. somemore both of them are classmates lo.. dunno what he doin nw.. onli knw tt he is quite relax nw coz onli e startin of his first day.. two wks of confinement also meanin cant c him for two wks.. ENDURIN TIME!!! haha.. miz ya, baby..

:(

2009-06-11T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hai.. goin to b 12th june le.. fast.. another few mins jiu reach 12 midnight liao.. baby goin to NS in another 8 hrs.. sian.. meet him aft my work to pei him for dinner, cut his hair n meet his buddies.. tml sendin baby to camp also.. cant c him for two wks.. nvm!!!! i endure.. two wks better pass fast fast sia.. if nt, i emo.. haha.. haiz.. miz him le.. tml meetin baby at 6am at je to go w him to bedok n meet his family.. anxious lo.. juz nw c baby cut his hair, i feel scared lo.. nervous for him when he is cuttin.. bt overall is ok.. baby is so cute lo.. hee..

baby, dun worry abt me.. n i wont leave u alone de.. i wil go through w u.. we can do it de.. i love u.. muackzzz..

Hate It!!

2009-06-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

i'm so freakin nt happy workin at suntec w her.. i seriously dont knw how m i goin to work w her for this one mth also.. always findin excuses to go out for a long time.. today worse than bfore.. asked if she can work full shift today, she say no then nvm.. i told my supervisor abt it le then wanted to find someone else to come n partner w me for e last 4 hrs of work bt end up nvr.. so my supervisor asked her to work full n suddenly, she rush to e toilet to cry.. WTH.. i understand she need time to finish her sch project asap n she intend to go today to find information.. bt i dun understand y muz cry.. juz take it as extra cash for her to survive lo.. then aft tt, she say she wanna go smoke.. i let her go bt she took advantage n go for quite awhile!!! i reali seriously dunno how m i goin to continue to say her.. i very sian le lei.. aft tt, 3 plus was busy all e way to near 5:15pm then stop.. she say wanna help me go buy my dinner.. i also let her go bt she again took advantage of it.. SHE TOOK FREAKIN ONE HR TO GT OUR DINNER.. i dun find a need for tt lo.. juz buy two person de dinner lei.. she came back at 6:30 like tt.. for tt one freakin hr, i so damn busy til e max.. somemore gt customer find trouble for me.. i'm already very fed up le then she stil do all this things to make my mood worse.. aft dinner, she say wanna smoke.. again, i let her go.. this time, she took 15 to 20 mins to smoke.. i knw cant smoke finish in 5 mins bt at least dun nid to smoke for 15 mins or so what.. i'm nt a robot to work in the shop and take care everything myself lei.. everytime also like tt de.. even other outlet pple also complain to me abt her.. i dunno what i shu do to solve e prob.. i wanna ignore n take it as nth bt she is over doin it lo.. how to ignore sia.. fed up to e max!!!!

0ut!ng w my only 0ne..

2009-06-02T23:46:00.004+08:00

emo baby.. haha..

above are photos of me n baby took tgt in e bus.. haha.. tt's y wil b blur bt is nice too.. haha.. anyway, today meet baby at 10 plus in e mornin to haf our breakfast tgt at IMM.. i need to gt something for my rm n my personal stuffs so meet there.. aft buyin my stuffs, we reach my hm at near 12pm like tt.. n tt timin is also meanin tt i need to pack my rm.. AGAIN.. haha.. clean my tables again.. haha.. bt this time much more neater!!!!! hee.. gt a small drawer for my thingy n nw my bigger table is very very very neat!! i'm so damn proud of myself.. baby also gt help abit in e cleanin.. haha..

aft cleanin jiu start preparin myself to go out w baby.. bt went to baby hus to let him change first.. went to pizza hut at PS for dinner.. then aft tt is movie session again.. hee.. watched the movie "Monsters VS Aliens".. is so cute n funny lo.. the bug is so cute.. although it is huge bt is cute too.. haha.. actually today wanna go shoppin de bt end up didn coz nvr notice the timin jiu nt enough time for shoppin.. bt at least enough time for movie!! haha.. next wk friday baby jiu go NS le.. hmmm.. felt nervous for him bt i knw he ok de la.. haha.. miz ya baby.. muackzzz..

Updatesss!!!

2009-05-26T23:57:00.003+08:00

In the middle is bday boy n his gf..

Jux came back frm baby de frend bday celebration.. was at chervons.. soo damn near my hus.. haha.. above are some photos i took.. n is reali some photos i took.. haha.. coz abit difficult to take e photos so onli took three nice nice one.. haha.. bfore goin to chervons, i went out w baby to gt his frend de present.. so freakin last min bt at least manage to gt something tt he can use.. haha..

Actually wanted to have movie session bt realise tt might nt have enough time so jiu nvr watch le.. if nt i wanna watch "Angels and Demons" de.. hee.. then we went to ichiban sushi at IMM for dinner bfore we go to chalet.. haha..

End up reach the chalet very early lo.. ard 6 jiu reach le.. i reach there bcome very ps.. haha.. stick w baby wherever he go bt stil okay la coz gt play w his frend they all.. was very fun thru out e time i'm there lo.. laugh e hell out of me lo.. so freakin funny de.. the way they talk very cute de lo.. nt in e sense of reali kawaii tt cute la.. is the way they talk.. haha.. then they start playin poker cards.. so damn funny lo.. reali very funny de lei.. hee.. baby lose some $$.. sad lo.. bt nvm la.. play onli so is okay.. haha.. then near 9 plus 10 like tt jiu cut cake le.. he have three ice cream cake frm swensens.. OMG lo.. haha.. ice cream lei bt i cant eat.. sian lo.. i think is very nice lo coz when i c baby eat hor like very sweet n nice type lei.. so freakin temptin to me bt i muz resist.. haha.. bt ard 10:30 i have to go hm le coz tot nid to pei mummy go c doctor tml bt end up dun nid le.. then i sian lo.. i wanted to stay til 11 plus de coz near my hus ma bt end up.. haiz.. sian.. then baby is w his frends nw le.. he wil b stayin ovrnite there.. hee.. tml i gt to work lo.. sad.. nvm.. work at least gt $$ to take.. haha.. gtg le.. nit3z~

Freakin damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-20T22:43:00.003+08:00

So freakin sian.. is very shit lo.. today woke up le feel so f**kin emo lo.. dunno y.. mayb bcoz ytd chat w baby de thingy ba.. then didn feel like workin n so dunno what to do.. so emo till i sit inside e cashier area n write my diary.. i dunno y i recently very very hard to control my temper n my emotions.. in e past, i can control my emotions n temper de lei.. bt nw.. NOO.. this make me so fed up lo.. very shit de lei.. i dunno how i should control my temper nw le.. i dun rmb how i used to control my emotions n temper in e past.. i reali wanna go back to my past n learn how i control my temper.. i dun wanna anyhow lose temper!!! i reali very bu shuang abt myself lo.. y cant pple have a simple life?? reali very stupid lei.. if pple have a simple life, then everyone will b very borin ba.. haha.. haiz.. i seriously wanna control my temper n emotions alot!!!! early in e mornin me jiu no mood to talk le, i think mummy also knw ba.. coz she talk quite little to me.. then early part of e day, i knw he no mood also.. haiz.. bt nw is okay le.. today gt e feelin of goin clubbin.. very long nvr go le.. juz wanna go there chill awhile bt cant coz workin tml n no one pei me go.. sian.. haiz.. reali haiz.. ms jessica, dun emo le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm B@ck!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-13T23:41:00.003+08:00

yooooooooo.. haha.. i'm back frm my family chalet.. hee.. went for e chalet on 10th n back on 12th may.. haha.. was fun actually.. oso gt abit nt happy thingy.. bt e fun thingy at least took ovr it.. haha.. reach e chalet at aranda cc at 7 plus aft work den jiu start on e food!!! i'm soo hungry at tt timin.. anyway, baby went w me.. OMG!!! this is my first time bringin bf hm for my family to c lo.. i was soo freakin scared lo.. bt luckily my parents likes baby.. haha.. dey r friendly to baby lo.. i c le oso happy.. my mum kp askin baby to eat more more food.. haha.. soo noo choice, baby gt to do soo.. haha.. den aft tt, we two help up in bbq n packin of food.. awhile ltr jiu goo bath n watch teebie w my family.. haha.. bt slowly end up onli left my bro, baby n me watchin.. bt beri fast we two jiu goo rm slp at 1 plus le.. was sharin rm w my jie n jie fu.. poor baby gt to slp on e floor.. heart pain!!!

second day, me n baby slp til 12 plus den wake up.. haha.. coz we two end up slept at 4 plus in e mornin.. haha.. went for lunch n singin session!!! MY FAV!!! haha.. my mum n jie force baby to sing.. n he did.. bt onli a few songs coz he beri shy.. haha.. sang til 7pm den goo back to watch teebie again.. we bbq again oso gt muz faster finish e food if nt e food wil spoil.. second nite i pei baby slp on e floor.. e floor is soo freakin cold n i dunno how e hell i can cover myself more w e blanket lo.. soo noo choice juz bear w it!! haha.. check out quite early in e mornin bt early check out meanin goo hm rest early.. bt end up, me n baby went out for movie n lunch session.. haha.. went down to Jp to find evan oso.. chatted awhile w her oso.. bt went back to work today le.. soo tired lo.. bt noo choice.. haiz.. anyway, photos wil b updated next time bt dun expect too much wor coz i tink less den 5 pic ba.. haha.. didn gt e chance to take much photos.. haha.. nitez~

Merry's bday celebration

2009-05-03T23:57:00.003+08:00

ytd went out w my ladies.. went to Furama Riverfront Hotel for buffet dinner.. reach dere ard 6:45pm.. actually wil b on e dot de bt we gt lost.. haha.. funny rite?? beri long story abt it.. hee.. den went inside e coffeehus jiu start e dinner le.. hee.. lucky my frend help me do e reservation if nt surely nt enough seats de lo.. haha.. den we slowly eat n chatted.. had lots of fun ytd.. took lots of pic oso bt is w hui n merry.. haha.. soo damn lazy to take out my fone to take pic soo baby use his fone lo.. he took lots of candid shots of me n my ladies.. dotz lei.. den we cut e cake.. is chocolate n cookies in it.. beri beri nice!!!!! haha.. soo tasty lo.. den i finish it.. haha.. thks to my frend dere.. he did lots of things tt me n my frends appreciate it.. hee.. thks bro.. haha.. aft dinner, we went hm.. beri fast rite?! bt nvm.. can c my ladies jiu hao le.. haha.. nw is waitin for next meetin session le.. hope faster come.. i'm soo damn tired le.. nit3z everyone.. haha..

OMG!!!!!!! Sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-30T23:34:00.004+08:00

diao lo.. haiz.. today is e last day at JP n is oso e last day to hit my challengin target.. at nite 8 plus onli left 200 plus.. den nobody come n buy watch lo.. soo call AM.. bt she DUN let us transfer sales frm other outlets.. den we sian half.. told uncle abt it den my intention is e three of us share n buy one watch jiu can le.. bt uncle dun wan.. reali to e noo choice coz me n evan wanna hit e challengin target soo much to gt enough com for next mth jiu.. haiz.. bought a watch for ourselves lo.. OMG!!! haiz.. reali to e noo choice den lidatt de.. n we ovrhit abit.. ovrhit abit i oso wan.. n nw i haf to freakin save $$ first coz next mth might nid to spend abit more soo muz save.. next mth reali muz tink twice bfore i buy watever i wan lo if nt reali eat grass liao.. haha.. kiddin.. haizz.. den juz nw look at e watch i bought for myself.. looks nice la.. stil ok la.. actually me n evan wanna gt baby-g bt we gt lots baby-g liao.. soo end up gt general range of casio.. haha.. one more day n i'm off le.. sat nite goin to meet my ladies to celebrate mali de bday.. hee.. can c my ladies again!!! haha.. haiz.. bt dunno june can meet dem out for juz dinner ma coz if june noo meet jiu nid to wait til july which is na de bday den can c each other.. miz dem!!!!

ytd nite baby came down to fetch me frm work.. i'm soo super emo n moody lo.. haizz.. bcoz of $$ oso.. haha.. den baby de mood oso kena affect by me *guilty*.. coz baby wanna make me happy de bt end up i'm soo emo lo.. well.. mood swing lo.. tt's y lidatt.. den i cried bfore i reach hm coz reali dunno wat to do n i nid to save up for my bday de thingy, nid to pay bills n wanna gt a laptop for myself soo much lo.. tt's y save soo much for all tis lo.. haizz.. den my hus de SUMONE kp borrowin $$ frm me til i angry den nvr borrow le.. stupid SUMONE!! anyway, baby went to pick red saga seeds frm city hall area for me.. thks baby.. hee.. appreciate tt!!!! bt ytd reali emo soo end up nvr tok ovr fone w baby coz he wan me to rest early n dun tink too much.. soo i guai guai goo slp early lo.. mauckzZz.. hee.. end my post le.. nit3z~

MC day...

2009-04-25T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'm on MC today.. havin cramps when preparin for work.. damn it lo.. haiz.. at least tis time de cramps is nt soo damn freakin bad like last time de.. tis time onli cant walk alot nia.. lucky!!! haha.. went to c doctor at 11 plus den msg my supervisor n evan abt my MC.. soo today evan gt to work full.. sry wor bt evan, u earn more money.. haha.. rest e whole day at hm n slack like nobody business.. think back e time when i'm stil schoolin bt was on MC, i gt soo many hmwork to do.. bt nw.. gt a job le jiu noo hmwork le soo slack n eat at hm like nobody business.. haha.. bt cant meet baby today.. anyway, he is tired today coz went out til late w his buddies.. i guess he muz b tinkin tt he finally can meet his buddies aft soo long.. opps.. haha.. :p.. nw at hm dunno wat to do.. soo jiu blog lo.. alone w my bro.. haiz.. ltr can watch my taiwan idol drama show!!!! haha.. missed soo many espiodes of it lo.. haizz.. soo freakin broke nw.. noo $$ le.. 5 more days n my pay wil b here liao.. i wan my pay to come fast.. i'm eyein for e clothes at tis shop named NET.. e clothes is nice lo.. bt dunno i wear le wil look nice ma.. muz goo shop shop dere n find e clothes tt i wan!!! haha.. man.. spendin $$ again soon.. haiz.. noo choice.. gals always haf lots of clothes de.. haha.. gtg le.. bloggin next time!!! nit3~

fed up!!!!!

2009-04-24T00:07:00.003+08:00

seriously, i'm pissed!!!! beri pissed le.. damn u light.. dun even try to tag my blog again u ass.. i didn wanna b soo vulugar le soo seriously dun force me le!!!! this time i hope i make myself super freakin clear nw!!!

i dun understand y i haf a bro like him!!! freakin angry n pissed off nw!!! seriously pissed off nw.. f***in damn it!!!!! juz my f***in luck to haf a bro like u.. can u ever stop lendin $$ frm me??? u tot i earn freakin alot more den u meh???? i nid to pay even more things den u do u idoit!!! i seriously dun understand y u muz do tis to yr mei mei.. i beri xin ku u knw!!!! i freakin tryin to save money ovr here n dere u r lendin $$ frm me whenever u wan.. hu do u tink i m??? yr ATM machine!!! f*** it!!! I'M NT!!!! can u stop lendin or nt??? i treat u as my bro soo i didn disrespect u bt tt's doesnt mean u can treat me like a ATM machine.. i stil call u as kor coz i respect.. seriously dun force me to e maximum!!! i dun wan daddy n mummy to b nt happy bcoz of my unhappiness w u soo pls do sum self-relfection!!!! THK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

.......haha...

2009-04-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

sat went to my pri sch frend de 21st bday at downtown.. baby went w me.. saw sum of my frends!!! haha.. happy to c dem.. beri long nvr c dem le.. den chatted quite awhile n baby saw his frend.. haha.. his face is soo shocked lo.. soo funny.. he was onli telin me tt he gt tis feelin tt he wil c his frend bt didn knw is at e same chalet which is my frend de.. haha.. stay dere til 10 plus den goo off.. soo damn tired lo.. reached hm at 12.. haha.. next day workin ful shift coz evan mc.. n partner w my another colleague frm vivo.. den mon which is 20th april was workin ful again.. haha.. beri long nvr work ful continuously two days.. soo damn tired n beri blur de feelin lo.. slpy to e max.. tues meetin baby n shirley gal.. saw her on sun n mon at my workplace.. another enthu gal wanna c me.. haha.. soo decide tml meet her oso lo.. tml nid to goo back town to settle work de stuff awhile den jiu goo off le.. finally dun nid to goo back CK Tang to work.. though dere is fun bt oso wil b beri borin coz nt many customers de.. tok abt customers.. monday beri few customers oso lo.. sian.. sales nt beri gd.. soo damn stress abt e sales.. scared wil nt b able to hit my 2nd target.. i nid more commission to survive for next mth lei.. next mth nid to spend quite alot lo.. haiz.. pray beri beri hard tt i wil b able to hit 2nd target.. *crossin fingers*.. nit3z~

b@d sChedul3

2009-04-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

man.. saw my schedule on wed le.. SUCKS TO E MAXIMUM.. soo damn angry lei.. all my colleagues includin myself kena forced to take leave.. sian half lo.. den actually i onli request one day leave bt end up kena two days.. summore separate my leave n off days lo.. gt family gatherin in e mid of may for three days bt end up lidatt.. damn lo.. stupid plannin to e max lo!!! angry!!!! den next mth oso gt reshufflement.. at first noo reshufflement de bt end up, AM too free le jiu takes us to 'play'.. wat a gd job she did lo.. transfer me to my HATE place!!!!! i'm goin to borin to e maximum de suntec!!!!!! OMG lo!!! although dere beri relax, can do watever i wan bt sales nt beri gd!!! next mth my ot oso gone case liao.. commission gone case, ot gone case!!! haiz.. soo upset w e schedule lo!!! i seriously dun understand y muz force pple to take leave den end up nt enough staff jiu put part timer to work while e staff is on leave.. might as well juz let e full time staff work.. soo waste of time to crack e brain to let ownself haf soo much trouble!!! ahhhh!!! reali dunno wat to do lo.. summore i'll b goin to suntec to clear rubbish for my own comfort lo!! reali beri upset lei..

in another 57 days, he wil b goin to NS le.. is quite fast actually.. he hope tt aft his NS, he stil can have me.. is he tokin rubbish?? aft goin one damn freakin big round to b tgt again, he say hope he stil can haf me aft NS.. of coz i'l stil b w him even aft his NS.. silly boi.. though nt enough time for me, i oso can endure n i freakin understand tt anyway.. i knw said is easier than done bt i'm willin to wait for him.. although 2yrs is nt beri long n is oso nt beri short bt i knw wat i'm doin de.. is hard for both of us bt i muz believe tt we can do it n we wil do it de.. is alot of determination which i knw.. i juz wanna goo for it!! jia you to myself!! haha..

upd@t3ssss!!!!

2009-04-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

actually nt much update la.. haha.. thurs went out w baby to his clz bbq bt didn stay long soo aft tt went to find his frends at clementi.. dey were playin lan when we reached.. oso didn stay long coz fri workin mornin shift.. soo tired de feelin lo.. haha.. anyway, tt day goes quite fine.. went back to work on fri til today.. haha.. was mornin shift all e way til mon den today full shift.. tirin bt is okay.. more ot pay.. haha.. recently my sales nt bad.. soo happy lo.. we shall jia you to hit our target!!! yeah!! dun wanna eat grass next mth.. beri scary de lo..

today baby suddenly appear at my workplace.. at first he say he finish work at 9pm bt end up he show up at 8 plus lo.. surprised me lo.. hee.. happy to c him.. tml goin out w baby oso.. hee.. dunno where we go anyway.. tml den tink abt it.. haha.. lazy to tink nw anyway.. hmmm.. realise i use quite alot of 'anyway'.. haha.. wat to do.. 'addicted' to it le.. update again next time.. nit3~

OFF AGAIN!!!!!!!!

2009-04-09T12:39:00.003+08:00

m soo damn tired!!!!! in my previous post, i'm off on sunday to goo out my galsssss.. soo meanin i started work on mon.. bt i'm stil tired coz.. sun goo out w galss is like workin full shift n on 4th may(sat), i was alrdy workin full shift.. den sunday 'work' full shift w my galss, mon also workin full shift, tues mornin shift bt damn tired le.. aft tt.. ytd, i'm workin full shift too.. my god lo.. i'm soo freakin tired!!!! finally today off can slp in late.. haha.. ltr meetin baby to goo out.. tinkin how i shu b dressin up myself today.. lazy to tink bt noo choice.. gonna tink like mad.. hmmm.. feel like closin up my eyes nw.. soo slpy lo.. today is miao fen's bday.. haha.. msg her in e mornin aft i woke up den she replied til soo enthu lo.. haha.. dunno wat's up her sleeves.. haha.. kiddin gal.. got to end n prepare myself.. tata~

0utin w my gals!!!

2009-04-07T00:04:00.005+08:00

woohoo.. haha.. today early in e mornin til 9 plus in e nite time, i soo damn emo too e maximum lo.. soo many things happen between tis two days.. sob.. dun wish to tok abt it le.. hope tml better..

nw i shall tok abt my outin w my lao posssss.. hee.. ytd went out w my gals early in e mornin.. haha.. actually is onli 10 plus in e mornin.. hee.. meet dem at je interchange den goo down to bugis tgt.. went to tis place named Top One.. is a place for singin de.. hee.. den beri shiok lo.. can play like mad.. den dere r diff effect of light.. dere r soft lightin, disco lightin n even concert type of stage lightin lo.. is soo damn cool lo.. enjoy soo damn much inside tt place.. bt one ting abt it is e drinks sux la.. haha.. dey use syrup de den add lots of water lo.. den doesn taste nice le.. bt noo choice.. haha.. didn reali spend alot dere la.. abt 24 bucks i tink.. summore singin frm 11am to 6 pm lo.. almost all of us noo voice.. haha.. soo fun in dere.. haha.. guess dere is one more choice for me to goo sing next time w my ladies le.. haha.. den aft tt we went to MOF for dinner session w evan de bf, hui de bf, sheena de bf n my baby.. haha.. e food is nice!!! dessert is nice too.. haha.. might goo dere again for more food.. haha.. awaitin!!! h33.. took sum photo at Top One.. hee.. enjoy photos!!!

f3n f3n & m33

m33, lao po n nu er

hui & m33

m33 n van

m33 n mali

f3n n m33

n3t n hui

wil upload more photos next time.. nit3z...

bUsy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-03T23:23:00.005+08:00

goodness lo!!!!!!!! soo busy recently.. evan is on leave for five days n plus her off day, total is 6 days.. i'm soo freakin tired lo.. my god!!!!!!! aft off on 1st april, went back to work on thursday which was ytd.. n e shift is full, afternoon den full again.. haha.. beri long nvr lidatt work le.. uncle de shift more worse.. he was off on mon, soo when uncle came back to work, his shift is afternoon, full, afternoon, full, afternoon, full again den off.. haha.. onli haf two shift for uncle tis wk.. soo freakin tired lo.. though i'l b off on sunday again bt i'm stil tired.. tml workin full le muz faster rush hm to relax den next mornin meet my gals for k session n dinner.. meetin time is between 9:45 to 10:15.. noo choice coz k session startin at 11am.. beri long nvr soo tired le lo.. slpy mood when workin lo.. haha.. den ytd supposely e stocks shu come de bt end up, noo.. noo stocks came ytd.. den!!!!!!!!! GD JOB LO.. my stocks came n i finish almost everything at 8 plus near 9 includin countin of stocks.. soo freakin tired!!!! den summore sales nt beri gd.. haiz.. sian to e maximum!!! bt at least gt 900+ la.. haha.. den juz nw took cab hm.. like noo energy to goo hm lidatt.. tml muz continue my display coz nt done yet!!!! stil haf ard 30 watches haven put nicely, beautifully n properly!!! hope tml sales is gd..

two days nvr c baby le.. missin him.. haha.. dunno when i can goo to baby de workplace find him.. mayb is monday ba.. hee.. if monday nvr goo down den i nid to wait til thurs(9th april) den can c baby.. ahh!!! beri long worz.. ltr can tok ovr e fone again.. hee.. time pass faster den lidatt can hear his voice earlier!!! hee.. nitez!!

mu@ckzZz

2009-03-31T23:26:00.003+08:00

hee.. muackzzz.. haha.. ytd n today saw baby.. tml oso can c baby!!! hahahahahahaha.. happy!!! ytd baby came down to fetch me off work.. hee.. tot cant c him til 1st april.. end up can c him!!! haha.. miz him lots!!! three days nvr c him den ytd saw him le!!! hee.. can hug him ytd, today n tml.. haha.. i siao de feelin hor.. bleh!!! haha.. aft tt told him soo many things tt i wanna tel him even though we at nite oso gt chat ovr e fone too.. reali miz him much!!! den today baby went to work.. bt work til 5 plus lidatt he suddenly msg me sayin he can come down n fetch me tonite.. haha.. den i can c baby again.. hee.. juz nw miao came down to find me too.. haha.. tok to me lots of tings den disturb disturb me.. aft tt baby is dere to fetch me, she walked passed w her frend n tel baby nt to snatch me frm her.. haha.. stupid gal lo.. diao.. haha.. den baby juz ignore her.. haha.. tml goin out w baby bt mummy gif me one condition which i MUZ do de.. it is: PACKIN N CLEANIN UP my rm AGAIN.. haiz.. noo choice.. is a MUZ to do de.. soo clean le den goo out lo.. meetin baby at 3pm den aft tt meetin miao at 7 plus.. baby goin w me.. hee.. tml busy day for me.. haha.. CAN C BABY TML AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. muackzzz..

f0r baby<3

2009-03-27T11:57:00.002+08:00

tml is one mth w baby le.. nw we wil b busy w our work individually bt is okay de.. we wil b able to face it de.. tis is e first challenge nw.. next up wil b his NS.. i knw we can do it de.. noo matter how hard it is, we can do it de.. i knw is early to say soo bt i dun care le.. reali.. aft i've found baby, i'm beri happy n feel soo lucky to b w him again.. ya.. again aft 4 yrs.. tis time i wil nt let goo soo easily liao.. i'm thinkin abt him every nw n den.. luv him deeper each day.. cant c baby everyday nw due to his work bt nvm.. in my n his heart gt each other jiu hao le.. althought can onli tok ovr e fone w each other in e nite time n feel tired e next day, i oso dun mind de.. to me, it worths lots.. real lots.. when baby started work on wed, i'm already missin him like crazy.. saw baby ytd when we two r off.. i'm soo freakin happy.. reali!!!! can hug my baby.. next wk den can c baby again.. though nw can onli c each other once a wk bt is onli temp.. aft baby send me hm ytd, i miz baby even more.. wanna hear baby de voice nw bt cant coz he is workin.. soo nid to wait til late.. haiz.. baby is sick too.. hope he ltr drink more water when workin.. heart pain when he lidatt.. baby, take care of yrself.. i love n miz u lots.. muackzZz..

ag@in..

2009-03-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

haiz.. again sia.. bro let mummy nt happy again.. haiz.. mummy tis time reali beri angry liao.. dunno wat happen bt she juz nw tel daddy tings den i blur blur.. soo i juz listen for e sake of listenin.. coz wat happen i hear half n nvr heard another half.. mummy today beri scary.. dun dare to tok to her much.. even wanna ask her tings oso scared scared.. soo nw juz blog onli.. haha..

baby today start workin le.. he ytd abit scared bt i knw he can handle de.. hee..den juz nw afternoon msg w baby c how's his work n he said is ok.. juz boring to mad nia.. i oso borin to mad sia.. nth to do den w uncle n evan change display.. haha.. den aft tt supervisor came down.. pass us our schedule.. man.. for noo reason,my AL less one day.. shit lei!!!! den nw onli left w 9 days of AL den may i nid to take another AL of family outin.. how sia?? Nov i oso wan save AL for my bday de lei.. den scared ltr suddenly my assitant manager anyhow used my AL den i where gt left for my bday?? i dun wan lo.. stupid!!! she better dun suddenly gt "surprise" for me.. if nt i'l argue back de lo.. i dun care de lo.. humph.. next mth wil b at same outlet.. noo reshufflement le.. sian.. den dunno wanna wait til when can goo other outlet.. i wanna goo back vivo city to work.. one yr plus nvr goo back dere liao.. i wanna goo dere!!! uncle n evan oso wanna goo dere.. haha.. yeah!!! finally tml i'm off.. haf been workin for 7 days le.. tired bt fun coz can play.. hee.. 3 more days wil b one mth w baby le!! hee.. fast fast.. nw baby hm liao.. waitin for him to call me ltr.. hee.. miz his voice.. hee.. dunno wat shu i blog further coz nw brain like slow liao.. haha.. end here!!!

m!ss!ng..

2009-03-22T23:17:00.003+08:00

yoyo.. missin.. well.. missin wat?? haha.. obviously is my baby.. haha.. he actually put my big photo in his blog lo.. wow.. like as if my face is like super big lidatt.. damn it.. humph.. as for me.. noo photo yet coz lazy to doo soo.. rather type first den when we two gt even more nice nice photo den put.. hee.. baby told me my sec frend gt into accident n is in coma.. pray hard he is okay.. baby tml goin down to visit him.. i cant goo coz workin.. sian..

nid to work for another 3 more days den can off.. i've plan le.. my next off day i'm goin to save it for baby coz we like beri long nvr goo out le.. hee.. juz nw went to lot 1 for our dinner.. had ajisen ovr dere.. my goodness!! their tom yam ramen or sumting is beri tasty lo.. super tasty.. is nt spicy lo.. i mean for me is nt la.. for other pple i dunno la.. den i oso finish everything in e bowl expect for e soup.. haha.. reali is beri nice.. next time if gt chance i wanna goo eat tt again.. hee.. i bought e twilight disc le.. yeah!!! i knw super many pple watched e movie le bt i dun care.. i didn gt to watch soo i goo buy.. humph.. can watch e show le.. new moon wil b comin soon ba.. when it's out, i gonna goo watch noo matter wat.. haha.. baby, knw wat i mean hor.. :p.. anyway, saw frm my ex de msn personal msg wrote tis sentence sayin tt he 100% give up.. dunno true or nt.. haha.. end my post here.. nit3z everyone!!

t!m3 f0r upd@t3

2009-03-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

ermmm.. another bloggin session.. well.. apparently, ya, another bo liao person tagged my blog sayin "er xin".. juz two words onli.. might as well dun tag sia.. lamer!!! bt is ovr le soo forget it.. busy n busy n busy recently.. was workin mornin shift recently n nt beri used to it coz had been workin afternoon shift for e past 2 wks plus.. soo nt used to it!!! m tired oso..ytd celebrate my collague de bday.. gave him a surprise w cake.. haha.. he blushed lo.. to e maximum sia.. hee.. first time c uncle blushed lei.. haha.. den we cut e cake n gif to other pple hu we knw workin ovr dere de.. haha.. ytd nite oso went out w baby to his frend de bbq.. i'm damn freakin shy lo.. coz dunno hu dey were soo didn tok much.. saw baby de frends.. den oso gt to knw e buddies tt baby always hang out w de.. i'm soo damn freakin shy tt i didn tok much lo.. tok to baby more.. haha.. soo damn shy.. i didn knw myself can b tt shy lo.. baby de frend de gf tok to me onli.. hee.. sry bt i damn shy soo didn tok much to her.. haha.. bt i onli stay awhile jiu goo hm liao.. too tired n workin mornin today.. soo freakin tired.. bt juz nw saw baby, i'm happy!!!!!!!!! bt i knw i'm actin weird is bcoz i'm tired tt's y i'll b hyperactive for like awhile jiu wil b quiet le.. coz ovrexhausted!! i knw.. weirdo.. hee.. haha.. tml oso workin mornin shift n wil b havin dinner w baby too.. yeah!!! haha.. slpy to e maximum le.. nit3z everyone!!

s!an!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-14T23:24:00.003+08:00

super sian half.. haiz.. ji3 msg me juz nw sayin if i'm back w my ex.. my ex is jervis hu is my current bf nw.. i knw she cares for me bt e way she say is hurtin me lo.. she asked y i'm in another relationship soo fast when i juz broke off nt long.. asked me to take a break n look outside for better guys.. baby is gd wat.. since he is gd n treats me well, y shu i bother to look for other guys when dere is one in front of me?? she dunno baby well den dun say tt i dunno wat i'm doin.. i'm her mei mei n oso dun nid to say i shu nt let my parents worry for me.. like i've said soo many times, i knw wat i'm doin de.. dad seen him bfore n he nvr asked me to tel baby tt next time dun nid to send me hm whereas dad said tt to edwin bfore.. i knw me n baby broke contact for 4 yrs le n onli recently juz contacted again bt den i hear frm baby de tinkin is ok.. at least he wil summarise e situation to me le den i goo tink abt it myself when i dunno wat to do.. den suddenly, ji3 tok abt sumting else.. she asked to send my resume out bt is she tell me herself nt to find other job first n asked me to stay in tis watch company de.. den nw asked me to find other job when i'm ok ovr at tis com... WTH.. reali nt happy lo.. i told her tis," u told me nt to find other job in hotel line nw coz is nt e rite time to goo in den nw u askin me to find other job when i'm workin ok ovr at my current workplace.. wat u wan me to do??" i'm pissed lei.. i knw she care bt at least can like tink for me as wel.. asked me nt to send resume den suddenly wan me to do soo again.. damn it lo.. wanna tok to me abt me n baby de stuff den suddenly tok abt my work.. wat she wanna tok abt i oso dunno.. haiz.. actually my mood is ok de.. den suddenly she come find prob, i sian half lo.. y muz like?? oso dun nid to sound till like i'm flirtin w baby lo.. i'm nt flirtin w baby.. i seriously knw wat i'm doin de.. n baby is nt e guy i wanna flirt w anyway lo.. baby is a gd guy lo.. i wun flirt anyway.. i juz hope tt my family wil realise wat i'm doin aft i've said n shown coz i'm nt flirt!!!!!!!

*baby, juz nw when in train u asked me y u r nt e guy tt i wont flirt w is bcoz i luv u n u r a beri nice guy.. e answer is juz soo simple.. muackzzz baby..

b0rin t0 e m@ximum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-11T18:54:00.004+08:00

borin lo.. reali borin til dunno wat to do lo.. juz nw early in e mornin pei mum goo checkup til 11 plus den goo off.. aft tt bought two jeans for work mainly n went to cck to change my ez link card jiu goo hm le.. reach hm ard 1 plus.. totally can knock out straightaway lo.. woke up at 6 am lo.. den juz nw slp for ard two hrs jiu wake up liao.. wake up awhile jiu pack my rm.. man!!! i gt soo many rubbish to clear in my rm lo.. nid to throw away soo many letters frm last yr de n my last yr de schedule.. wow.. e rubbish bag is full lo.. den wipe my tables.. READ properly.. is tables.. haha.. two tables lo.. one gal stayin in e rm haf two tables lo.. coz previously one of table is my jie de bt nw she is stayin ovr at in-laws nw jiu left e table for me lo.. haha.. den aft tt wipe my racks.. four racks to wipe lo.. haizz.. xin ku lo.. finish everything at 5 lidatt jiu help mum to sweep floor.. den faster goo bath n nw is relax time!!!! haha.. bt relax dunno wat to do.. den jiu miz baby.. haha.. today nvr gt to meet baby n e gal hu soo enthu to meet me de.. miao fen xiao jie is busy workin today soo end up nvr meet.. she say next wk bt is my turn to b busy next wk soo mayb shall c how ba.. i miz my baby soo much!!!! bt i oso miz my ladies alot too.. haha.. muackzzz to all of dem n baby.. hee..

f!nally!!!

2009-03-10T11:59:00.003+08:00

finally tml jiu can off le.. haf been workin for 7 days le.. tired wor.. soo moody and slpy to work lo.. tml off le jiu wait for tis sunday den off again.. haha.. two days off in a wk.. waitin for e second off day of tis wk.. haha.. summore wkend off lo.. one mth den haf one wkend off lo.. sian.. haha.. my ladies grp thingy had calm down le.. onli left w plannin wat time n where to meet den goo together gether.. haha.. beri long nvr use tis word together gether.. my way of speakin n typin.. haha.. nw findin tings to kill time coz awhile more jiu nid to goo work le.. today e time muz pass faster den i can faster goo hm.. tml muz wake up super early to pei mum goo checkup.. tml gt tings to do lo.. man.. muz clean my rm, goo change my ez-link card.. noo time to pei baby tml.. summore my lao po wanna meet me soo badly.. haha.. u knw hu u r wor.. haha.. beri long nvr meet her for a chat.. waitin for tt day which is tml!!!! yeah!!!! haha.. wher shu we goo?? hmmm.. tinkin n tinkin.. bt shu b her "fav" place le ba.. hee..

*to light, i dunno hu r u bt if u knw me pls juz put yr name.. bein a secret person is nt a beri nice thing to do soo.. i'm bein polite ovr here soo hope u wil do likewise.. thk you..

d0tz... haha..

2009-03-09T23:35:00.004+08:00

soo sian lo.. my sales is like reali sucks!!!!!!!!! soo super noo mood lo.. bt noo choice.. low peak period for sales line le.. nt many pple wil buy presents like everyday lo.. haiz.. onli haf beri gd sales ytd lo.. den today back to normal liao.. haiz.. i guess next mth sure eat grass de.. haha.. today is like my luck nt beri gd lo.. kena bao by soo many customer lo.. anyway, bao means i took out e watch n dey try le den nvr buy.. soo sian!!!! bt aft tt, slowly gt pple buy le.. happy.. bt nt much.. haizz.. reali noo choice!!!!

juz nw baby send me hm, he wore e bracelet tt i bought for him 4 yrs ago.. hee.. dere is a small metal thingy connected to e bracelet de.. den tt metal is engraved his n my name on it.. hee.. it was engraved 4 yrs ago.. haha.. when i saw him wearin juz nw, i beri happy.. hee.. he wanted to show it to me last wk bt he forget.. haha.. bt nw i saw it le.. hee.. didn reali expect him to wear e bracelet today anyway.. haha.. baby, thk you.. happy to knw tt u stil kp e bracelet n wearin it to show me oso.. reali happy.. love u baby..

thks y0u

2009-03-07T23:21:00.002+08:00

i was tinkin if everything is goin to clear soon or nt.. ermmm.. i guess it is settlin well le.. ermmm.. suddenly i dunno how i shu b typin wat i wanna say bt i'm happy when my bf, jervis, wrote tt i'm w him tgt.. ermmm.. mayb childish to b happy ovr tis small tings bt i'm seriously happy.. haha.. thks to my bf.. he didn wanna say out yet coz things r complicatin ovr at his side bt stil he said it out le.. haha.. reali thks.. misunderstandin ovr certain tings is oso ovr le.. soo i guess is ok le ba.. juz hope tings is always peaceful n smooth.. thks baby..

small gatherin..

2009-03-07T00:16:00.003+08:00

wow.. juz nw aft work went out w two of my ladies.. haha.. was havin alot alot of fun lo.. happy n funny to e maximum lo.. omg.. e three of us beri long nvr lidatt le lo.. small small gatherin.. haha.. went to Bakerzin for drinks n little yummy cake.. haha.. my fav cake: cookies n cream cheesecake.. bt i had abit onli coz mum cooked my dinner share soo nvr had much.. hee.. i drank my fav drink oso: Iced Mocha.. i tink i cant reali slp ltr ba.. haha.. den evan n sheena oso order drink bt dey say beri normal lei.. actually mine oso beri normal.. haha.. bt is mocha soo nvm.. hee.. juz nw e three of us chatted alot of rubbish lei.. like e drinks y take soo long coz nid to fly e ingredients into spore den y e cake oso take soo long.. den me n na crap abt muz brin e cow in to find e cheese.. bt is actually rubbish lo.. haha.. den took sum photos bt is w nana.. gt frm her next time ba.. hee.. hope we wil haf small small gatherings often.. hee..

additional things to say, i juz hope everything wil clear up beri soon coz is nt fun at all.. juz dun wan things to b complicated for u.. i'll do my best to help de..

s!an

2009-03-06T12:00:00.003+08:00

sian half.. y lidatt de?? dun understand y muz ask tis lei.. i've already said nt me le y stil ask lei?? u nvr suspect me bt i juz nt happy w it.. coz i reali nvr bt u wanna make sure.. >.<.. i'm beri careful w my words nw.. i'm controllin my stupid temper nw.. i reali didn do tt soo pls pls dun tink i do tt n to who it may concern, pls dun make assumptions.. coz assumptions leads u to nowhere.. unless u r beri sure abt yr assumptions.. n tt is wat i tinks.. noo offence..

bl0gg!n t!me

2009-03-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

my another bloggin time le.. haha.. went out on tuesday.. watched tis movie "Marley and Me".. damn touchin lo.. shu goo watch it.. reali damn nice n touchin.. haha.. den went back to work ytd le.. omg lo.. my sales is damn freakin bad to e maximum lo.. sian.. tot wil at least ok bt den noo.. today worse.. onli manage to haf 100++ for my sales.. soo super sian lo.. ltr my am sure wil ask de lo.. haizzz.. i oso dun wan sales soo soo cham lo.. mayb tml gt more stock jiu wil b better ba.. hope.. *crossin finger*.. i wan better sales den can faster hit target when it cums.. haha.. hopin til nobody business.. hee..

To J, knw things r hard bt i knw wat i shu do to lessen everything for u.. juz wait for everything to calm down even more.. lidatt wil b better for us.. juz temp onli.. lets b patient.. soon, everything wil goes super duper smooth juz for us..

That's it-2

2009-03-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

well.. knw m harsh ytd w the post tt i've typed.. i'm sry.. i knw i shu nt say til lidatt.. i juz gt e anger up soo wil lidatt.. sry to u..

That's it!!!!!!!!

2009-03-02T23:37:00.002+08:00

my patience is to e maximum le lo.. reali dunno how e damn f**kin long i can tahan lo.. reali angry le.. i'm reali angry w u le.. y muz everytime lidatt?? tings r juz soo simple bt muz make it soo complicatin meh?? noo lo.. tt's noo nid for tt lo.. everytime gatherin jiu lidatt.. tired de lei.. me, evan n na oso tired de lei.. i feel tt i'm much more older le lo.. everytime try to peace tings down n make e freakin damn effort to let every single one of e ladies to attend gatherings bt is like.. wau lau.. is nt i wanna say all tings against u bt reali lo.. tinkin for others is hard bt at least for like once or sumting ma.. soo difficult to do soo meh?? i can do tt y cant u lei?? if u r readin, den pls understand tt lo..

i reali dun wanna make things soo ugly for everyone lo.. frends soo super long le lei.. y muz lidatt?? nw tt everyone is workin n sum stil studyin, we already beri hard to gather le.. soo makin effort to let everyone attend all gatherings.. tink for others can?? tink for others.. like for once?? i reali dun wanna tings to b even more ugly den nw le lo.. is nt easy to haf frends for tis long lei.. nt everybody haf frends for tis long lo.. i'm nt freakin tryin to praise myself n i juz statin e f**kin fact lo.. is reali beri tired to always argue abt tis kind of tings every nw n den lo.. imagine we haf eight birthdays to celebrate for each other lo.. spendin tis money is reali like noo choice thingy de lo.. i understand tt is alot bt is close sisters de b.day soo i tink is worth it lo.. reali sry tt i haf to blog it out bt i reali sian le lo.. reali beri angry to e maximum le..

w0rk!ng aga!n!!!!!!

2009-03-01T21:44:00.003+08:00

went back to work ytd.. man.. gt two stupid customers make me fed up man.. argh.. angry.. one is a china lady.. she beri attitude lo.. say we bluff her abt things nt covered in e warranty card stuff den ask me wat to do.. so told her i can onli call service centre on mon bt she like nt happy.. she dun understand wat i tokin abt lo.. den kp explainin properly to her tt i wil check for her n let her knw soon.. noo decisions can b make by me as i'm nt in e same department as e service centre.. my job is to sell watches n collect repair of watches nia.. like as if i haf to do everything lidatt.. >.<.. den another customer even too much.. ytd gt to do mth end closin den i wanted to do everything on e dot bt apparently i cant coz tis guy he looked at soo many watches for soo long den decide to gt which de shi huo, i goo take new piece den he say tt e needle at 12 o'clock is nt accurate.. bt is beri hard to haf all choronograph watches to haf e needle at 12 o'clock de lo.. den he like dun believe me lo.. BT IS TRUE!!!!!!!!! den he looked at watches super long n i even cover my showcase in front of him le lei.. bt he stil heck care lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, this GENTLEMAN end up oso nvr buy lo!!!!!!! waste mine n my part timer de time.. haiz.. den end up i finish everything late lo.. lucky is late for 10 mins onli nia.. if nt, i wil b pissed off!!!!

knwin wat i wan!!! (27th feb 09)

2009-02-27T22:39:00.004+08:00

aft long hrs of chattin w e MIA guy tis few nites, i find sumting is happenin between e two of us.. ermmm.. is like we had gone back to e past lo.. he told me tt his prob tt he faced abt two to three days ago is solvin le.. den he is goin to proceed to solve another thing.. tt another thing is abt me n him.. well.. feelings haf return for e both of us.. bt we haf nt contacted each other soo long so decided to knw even more abt each other bfore sum real tings is goin to start.. like i've said in previous post, i nid to confirm my feelings first.. bt sumhow i knw wat i wan bt i'm nt doin yet coz i seriously wanna knw him better n longer bfore we continue to wat wil b happenin.. he oso confirm tt tt is wat he wans.. onli left me to decide my feelings.. he knws wat i tinkin anyway coz to him, i'm like a book opened for him to understand n read my mind.. he is like tis even when we r in sec lo.. omg.. tt is wat he nvr change.. haha.. den he say when he understand sumone means he reali understand tt sumone.. is like as if is his talent to do soo lo.. haha.. well.. we shall c how things goes, MIA guy..

w@t +o d00!!!! (26th feb 09)

2009-02-26T00:17:00.005+08:00

i dunno wat i shu do.. recently my ex (sec sch) found me in facebook.. he added me.. den we contact each other.. ermmm.. i'm happy coz finally i knw where tis stupid guy goes lo.. almost all my sec sch de clzmates cant find him lo!!!!!!!! nw we contacted each other quite often le.. haha.. i dunno shu i nw b happy or wat coz i beri blur nw.. ya.. i'm back to single life soo i contacted my guy frend is normal bt sumhow e feelin is diff lo.. i tink evan knws wat i meant anyway.. i'm happy to haf tis guy frend back to contact me n he is happy to found me too.. tt's wat he told me la.. haha.. bt i knw dere's sumting abt him tt i felt abit diff frm normal frend.. n i guess he felt too.. i dunno wat to do.. n wat i shu do.. found him back i'm happy.. i reali dunno is it my feelin for him has return again or nt.. dunno if tis feelin is confirm de ma coz aft break up w recent de ex bf den gt guy appear jiu is like jux nice timin.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i dunno how i shu describe.. i onli knw tt i'm confused nw.. reali confused nw.. dunno how he actually feelin nw.. izzit like me?? dunno whether tt feelin is back or wat.. reali dunno wat e hell i wan n wat i tinkin.. n seriously, i'm confused.. i haf to admit tt aft he found me, i did tink abt him.. guess evan n na shu haf felt abit of tt ba.. like i've mention, i reali happy tt he found me.. bt i dunno my happy is which type of happy.. haha.. shu nt b confusin bt yet, yes.. it is confusin for me.. i nid to tink properly if my feelin is rite n if his is rite or nt.. mayb his feelin is hard to knw bt at least i nid to confirm my feelings for tis MIA guy hu juz appeared suddenly in my life again.. haha..