Sunday, April 11, 2010
is still there..
the pain is still there.. bt dunno y.. tdy hurts e most.. cried like fuck!!!!! since fri night, i haven been replyin his texts n calls.. i knw if i ans any of it, i'll b cryin like fuck again.. so i didn.. saw all his text msg n it hurts more than bfore.. sis came hm tdy.. told her abt it.. she is very angry.. she told me to think properly.. lots of pple asked me to think properly.. haiz.. while tellin jie, i cried again.. it hurts so much.. then when my bff asked me what happen juz nw, i cried like fuck when tellin her.. i juz cant stop cryin when tellin her.. i guess is bcoz she knw me very long liao n uds me.. i reali cried alot tdy.. alot more than ytd.. i dunno y i juz cant stop cryin tdy.. my heart hurts like fuck!!! i'm tryin to pull myself tgt.. bt the tears will juz flow out itself.. i cant control.. is so hard for me to control.. i need time to settle down my feelings.. i need to think it thru properly.. all i need is juz let me think wisely..Labels: continue w my life..
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